A struggle.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I feel tired.

I have a lot in my thoughts but I don't know who I'm comfortable talking to..

I need to sleep early.

I have been recording lectures since the beginning of the first week.

I want to do well.

I need to be realistic.

I need to be less distracted.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I hasn't been blogging for a very long time. I really don't know what I'm doing recently.. I feel that I'm drifting aimlessly and not motivated. Perhaps I know the reason. Ah.. I need to get over this bad feeling. I have been playing games to distract myself. I don't talk to my family about the problems I faced.. I have been neglecting my cello, my log book, my dreams, my health and sleep..

Will someone help me along the way..?

NPS camp is coming soon.. but I can't stay over but only could go every night.. >_<

I....

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so I quit CO.

I can't seem to find the reason to stay anymore..

Friends,
dinner after practice,
Care for each other
her.

This is why I stayed on.

But now I don't feel attachment to the place that I once always looked forward to. It's like part of our life. We gain and lose something every now and then.

A year of feelings doesn't fade easily. But I'm trying hard. I do seems that I'm fine on the outside, and that doesn't mean you understand how I feel.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And I saw you playing cello all by yourself in the practice room. I don't know why.. But that sense of bitterness just overwhelmed me. I wanted to go over to say hi, but I couldn't.. I was hiding from you.

I told you once that my reason for staying in co was you. But I never expect you were the same reason I'm leaving.

Perhaps Chrispin was right, never love a person too much, for you might end up drifting away from each other..

Damn.. I feel so lost right now..

I think I'll just give up my dream of becoming a doctor. I need to be realistic.. I'm not from a rich family, and the study loan is not even enough to cover the cost. I don't think I will be a good doctor.
I think I should just be a normal person and try to earn as much money as possible. I need to take care of my family in the coming years. I'm the only child.. I have responsibility for my parents, grandma and an aunt who has always taken care of me.

Labels: Losing the faith

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so I went out with miss Sunshine! =D

She's rather quiet and mysterious I think. I accompanied her to shop for the things she needed for work then we went to ta bao long john silver and smuggled it into the cinema. haha, It was rather fun because that was my first time smuggling fast food inside.

we had movie marathon and we watched year one and i love you beth cooper. Both of them are hilarious!

We didn't went for dinner because we're still rather full. LoL, and I saw Amanda! alamak =X

and I sent her home after that and I gave her something orangey. =)

I have just met a friend whom has the same interest as me. To be a doctor.
I can feel his passion just by talking to him.

And he ask if I wanna join him go melbourne to take Science BSc and continue to Medicine degree.. haiz, if like that go, I will be away for 6 years.. which is really really long.

Though I wanted to go Australia since young, but I can't really bear to leave just like that. I will miss my grandmother and parents a lot. It's like missing a son for that long.. maybe I could keep in contact with my parents and grandma via webcam..
I really want to pursue my goals.. but Singapore is not for me because my academics is not at distinction or stuff.. but I can assure my passion is stronger.
By the time I graduate, I will be 27 years old..
Yes, there's sacrifice to make and benefit to receive.

I don't know..
I don't want to just follow whatever life is given to me. I want to live life the way I want.

Labels: Dreams, Family and Love., Passion

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And I saw a video that someone gave me.

It's was a freak accident and damn gruesome.. and the guy is still struggling to survive.. I saw the doctor in surgery room did something which I couldn't bring myself to do it.

I have read an article on purposes of medicine by Sir Theodore Fox back in 1965.
"Practioners are the rank and file but scientists the leaders."
which I think is quite true in the sense that treatments are made by scientists and doctors use the tools to save lives.

Yes, I do want to save lives, but is it more at a personal or macro level? I was really elated when I saw the news from Brazil scientist that they discovered the protein in ticks' saliva targets cancerous cells and leave normal cells unharmed. It's a great discovery which many thing could be entailed..I will most probably in Accountancy or banking courses if my uncle survived the fight with cancer.

Pursue the passion.


Looking forward to Sunday =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Thought of this song suddenly..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Life has been ordinary these few days..

but it's seems kind of interesting. Had a great dinner with EOM at Manhattan Fish Market and celebrate Angela and cabbage's birthday. The food over there are really nice because yeah.. I like to eat fish. ~_~" It was also a surprise because I saw someone familiar over there! and it's really nice of her to give us staff discount. =)
Haha, don't know where did I got the courage to ask for her number, but I did.

Thinking back for these few days, I think I have been playing quite a lot. >_< I should play less often le..

Today at lab was really efficient. =D we used to be only able to complete 2 to 3 video of strains per day because we were still new to it. Now I feel damn pro because we completed 7 strains in one day xD

Kind of regretted when I think back to primary school days. on the last day of primary school, I didn't ask some of them for contacts and now we have lost contact totally. Haiz.. I wonder how all of them are doing now..

and I saw her today when I went back to school. I just waved to her then walk off le.. but why do the tears collect at my eyes after that? I guess the hurt is still there. It's time to let go.

Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that. ~Michael Leunig

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Dear Ah ma,

I hasn't been bringing you out for dinner every Sunday since start of attachment..
I hasn't really seen you smile these few weeks.. I can see that your face are getting more wrinkled..
I don't know what to do whenever you got flared up over David and his mum's problems but to tell you not to worry..
I hasn't been a obedient grandson for I'm sleeping late everyday and let you worry for me..
I don't know if I could achieve my dreams in future.. even though you were against it.
I really want you to see me grow up and mature.
Please be there for me would you?

argh..

Forgive me..
I love you ah ma.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Perhaps they were right,

It's better to be loved than love.

=)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Yes.. I have moved on.

Several people have given me advices
To give up, to try to salvage the situation, to have a religion..

Perhaps it's just better to be flexible and move on with life.

I have decided that religion isn't part of my life.

To be a free man, to give self-opinion and to have own views.

for now I'm going to sleep.. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

A quote from the movie "A Walk to Remember"

I remember so well
The day that you came into my life
You asked for my name
You had the most beautiful smile

My life started to change
I'd wake up each day feeling alright
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things will work out just fine

How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there's an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life

I'll never forget
How you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

have so much to say.. =p

oh well, it's really a short post..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It's tough to give up on you.. perhaps we met too early..
If only we're able to turn back time..
If only..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I love her. I really do.

The things I do for you:
.Help you with your luggage when you came back from YEP
.Compile all your photos from the few thousands photos
.Bought your favourite cartoon plush for your birthday
.Help refill your water bottle everytime without asking
.Fold 520 stars for you.
.Plan an outing on valentine's day for you
.Drew Easter eggs for you, even it's not in my belief.
.Try to know Christ for your sake.
.Compile all your exam papers together in a folder for you in every semester.
.Try to help you with your projects

But these doesn't shows how much I love you.. but how foolish I have been..

I have to give her up.

I feel that she is taking me for granted

for she have tried many ways to break my heart.

Congrats, you have succeeded.

You said yes when I ask if you love me.

But now you said you just want to be friends.

And you said Happy Friendship day to me on Valentine's day

Do you know how much it hurts my heart?

You said you would accept the cake.

But you changed your mind at the last minute.

Could you please be more decisive?

You were nonchalant about how I feel.

Perhaps our religion, our character are our barrier.

Perhaps love is blind.

It has been a year.

I'm willing to wait for you.

But do you care? I doubt so.

I wanted to fold a thousand crane for you before I go army.

But its meaningless now for I think you're just as ready to burn it.

I'm sorry for loving you.

Perhaps we ain't meant for each other.

Good bye my love, Joey.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I'm back!~ LoL, after one month of storing my blog in cold room.

Just had Ripeno appreciation dinner this evening.. It was sumptious and the people around are nice. Through this concert, I have made quite a number of new friends. =D Fun people.

And so her birthday is coming! Hope everything goes well =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I found a poem online..

A thousand cranes for you:

The clock hits midnight but I'm wide awake,
Fragments of my wish scattered everywhere.
I'm still not done with twelve left to make
Of these messengers full of pastel colors.

Your wish is my command, they say with their jester crown,
Anything? Anything I want? I wondered curiously,
Carefully setting another one on the ground,
Eleven left to go, tillI have a thousand cranes for you.

These words must be gibberish of a foolish teen,
Wishing endlessly for the possible impossible.
Four more down, I thought while beaming,
Seven left to go, till I have a thousand cranes for you.

It's not impossible, the one with the crown said.
Surely, why surely it is. I told it after a sad smile.
Six more down, the idea excited me, urging me on.
One left to go, till I have a thousand cranes for you.

This last crane, I wonder if I should create.
Even though the message inside you will never read,
My hearts beats rapidly as if you were here,
One thousand cranes I will trade just for you.

by divinexs
on http://www.quizilla.com/poems/9821949/a-thousand-cranes-for-you

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Perhaps I'm just a stubborn fool...

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I'm having a cold... =X

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I have moved on. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Perhaps I'm expecting too much...

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Welcome back to my blog. It's dead for months already.. I just don't have the mood to continue writing it.. Attachment has been fine and npco public performance is coming up already.. Juggling between attachment and practice is kind of tough..

I'm kind of disappointed with what she said today.. Am I taken for granted? I just realized that you should never ever love a person too deeply for it..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I hasn't been blogging since the start of attachment.. haha was really busy, attachment, game and cello. Finally can play vivaldi double cello concerto through but can be improved.. oh well.. next time then.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

TAIL PCR! =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been a long time since I updated.. Currently having attachment at NUS. Project seems kinda tough on deciding which method to use.. haha, our mentor let us choose the method we want to do but advises us on the consequence. =D it's good in someway that we ain't spoon-fed with the steps.. otherwise it's a no-brainer work. TAIL-PCR is a bit chim to understand thought.. XD

Perhaps it wasn't meant to be.. perhaps it started off too fast.. perhaps it was a lie.. Time indeed dilute out the pain but you know the scar is still there.
I'm still holding on to the faith towards her.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Faith Hill-"There You'll Be"

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

[Repeat chorus]

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
There you'll be

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so attachment is starting on 2nd of March.. which is tomorrow! a bit sian because we only have 2 days holiday.. oh well. lecturers and seniors did tell us that there's no holiday for year 3s. But I'm pretty excited about it..
I watched a movie or you could say, a documentary recently which left me disgusted by its behind the scenes. but I'm not revealing the title here.
Off to game le =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Love is patient and kind.
Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.
Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others.
Love does not count up wrongs that have been done.
Love takes no pleasure in evil but rejoices over the truth.
Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always endures.
Love never ends.

Thank you for reigniting my amibition.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Chiong MBC ah! =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

How I wish she would lie to me. She doesn't know how I'm feeling right now. I'm so lost in the abyss without you. Will there be light?

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I have lost the motivation, the confidence. Please find it back.. Will you?

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

"A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain."

Abraham Cowley

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so we made our decision to get into university first. I love her so much.. But I'm really afraid that it's going to be a unrequited love... We have religion differences.. But I really hope she can accept me for who I am.. I'm willing to go chruch with her every Sunday, to go through a chruch wedding, to let children choose their own religion, to pray with her to God..

Perhaps a great love is never returned.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I have stopped blogging for quite some time.. most probably I don't want people to know what am I thinking..I know something's missing in my life... I write all my thoughts on my handphone's notes.. I wish that she would know how I feel.. Dejected might be just the perfect word to describe my feelings now..haha, oh well, she doesn't read my blog I guess..

And so Valentine's day coming.. On Chinese New year eve, I went to collect red saga seeds for her.. =P I can't believe I went searching for it in Fort Canning park without knowing where the trees are.. I went around the whole park.. lol and then I ask the National Parks staff and they direct me to the trees. lol, I made a detour.. -_- but not bad, can exercise.. Finding the seeds was hard! It's so so so tiny..and I think the cleaners swept them away before I came.. I only managed to find very little at fort canning park and even disturb the flies nest at the stairs leading to Flutes at the Fort..Before that, I thought it was bees..

So I actually wanted to go to Ang mo kio west garden for look for some more because I found online which say there's 222 saga seed trees there.. but I remember saw online that St Andrew's Cathedral also have.. I try my luck and I found a lot.. and I spent my whole afternoon searching for it.. Oh well.. found 200 only.. and I found a heart shape Saga seed. ooo only 1 out of 200 of them.. And then I went into the Church to sit there silently for awhile.
My thoughts were "God, I know that She's in your good hands and may you bless her with happiness. I won't convert to Christian just for her because it's meaningless. But I thank you for giving courage and hope to people in the darkest hour of their life and the will to live on."
The future lies in my hands.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so I returned to this blog, pouring out the feelings held inside me. Pour and Pour and Pour... lol

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been really a long time since I blogged.. Maybe there's really too little things to talk about.. CNY is coming. lol, but I started to eat the snacks even before CNY is here.. XD

Dam.. I have been slacking for too long already.. See la Terence... Chinese Chess... well, it's quite fun actually, lol, chinese chess also can cheat.. if you know how to.. =D

Lifes Intertwined..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been two weeks since I post.. Maybe it's the project, maybe it's the game, or maybe it's the last holiday and I want to make full use of it to enjoy the time left.. but it's kind of disappointing to see the project been neglected a bit.. I think it'll be fine.. Relax relax..

To Terence: I know you're a strong guy and I know you'll be fine.. =)

To her: Nearly half a year have passed and It's just another 6 more year.. I'll wait..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Alright.. sorry for the lack of post... Common test over le! lol, it's 15 dec now and common test is already over on 12 dec. I think Left 4 dead will be a very good game =).

short post..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

lol.. Lack of post.. anyway, I saw this on Emily's blog, the 3rd sentence quite true.. =D

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so the concert is finally over.

And now it's the common test that's coming.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

What I really want to do I my life is to be..

A Doctor

Alright, work hard and hope for the best..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I guess this blog was started out of an interest, continued with events and who knows that in future that it might end without a trace..

XD just kidding.. Life's really hectic, how I wish Dec 6 and 12 to be over soon. i wanna go exercise.. lol my friends have really made me feel bad by suaning me because I didn't exercise =/ oh well, time management, easy as said, but isn't easy to do it.. haha, but I didn't feel that bad la.. XD

NUS medicine is really so hard to get in I guess.. but should I pursue my passion no matter what or should I just follow whatever it's given to me?

well, at least my handwriting look somewhat of a doctor.. XD

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

oh man, common test is coming.. jia lat, haven study yet

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wonder of your love

And so I talk to her today. And that 7 years will be the test of the faith.

And I think to myself, "Is she worth the wait?" My heart told me yes.

Meanwhile, I must try my best to fulfil my goals.

I will really feel bad if I didn't save any live in future. I made a vow on my uncle's deathbed and that is to save as many people as I can.

Tml's biochemistry quiz on enzymology. All the best to all.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so Terence and I have withdrew from oiap.. and I'm joining back for the performance next year. I really hope we can make it happen. Vivaldi Double Cello Concerto in G minor. I face quite a lot of difficulties playing this song because I wasn't familiar with the 6th, 7th position on the fingerboard.. so is like to run before you walk.. =D but after Shen lao shi went through with me the proper fingerings, playing the song has become much easier.

And guess what, my classmates has open a website or blogshop name SpreeMash.. be sure to visit! =)

I read some of the post and saw some of the nice abstract and scenery pictures posted by theEvil.. haha we know who she is.

The sceneries kind of reminds me of a goal I have in my life. That is to visit the countryside in other countries for vacation. Singapore doesn't seem to have countryside.. -_-

Alright then, back to chiong mbc assignments then study...

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been a week.. so, most probably Terence and me are going China Wuxi.. which is a 2 hour ride to Shanghai. I want to go Korea, or India. But the person allocating the locations will say To Male: You can't go korea because you're a boy To Female: You can't go Australia because you're a girl.

If you get what I mean.. I really have lost some respect for this lecturer.. even my partner.. Cuz it's like we do not have a choice.. OIAP? Go China, No OIAP? Singapore.. If only we're rich.. Sian

We might withdraw from OIAP.

Alright.. going study Inac at this time..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I have just change the music list in my blog! =D I'm pretty sure people who like good music will appreciate it.

People often don't know what I'm thinking.. well that doesn't mean I'm evil or anything, it's just that...

nothing..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Ah.. my blog is getting more boring nowadays..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

A lot of things come into my mind tonight.. oh well.. with the help of music I guess..

As time passes, each of us walks down a different path
Where there is points of convergence and divergence,
Where we part, where we make new friends,
it's where memories *(and msn) hold us together
My dear friends.. As each of us changes, grow and mature.
Where some of us changes for the better,
while some derailed and fall into the abyss of darkness.

The times we have been through
The joy of laughter, the time of waiting(for me)*, the bitterness of arguments.
Time passes really fast without your knowledge,
and when you think back to the things you have done.
You can see the foolishness, the mistakes that you have missed.
so don't be scared, and don't regret.

* just joking.. XD

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today was kind of sad when our lecturer told us that they usually send girls to korean for oiap.. Well, it's just ridiculous to me..

I have been thinking these few days.. and I'm really tired these few days..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

lol, weekend mood =)

Simone passes me this quiz =/ oh well..

1. The person who tagged you is ?
Digimon

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
friend, or gan mei ba..

3. Your 5 impression of him/her.
#o1.Very Violent XD
#o2.Can't live without sweets
#o3. Gu zheng not bad
#o4.she got the korean look
#o5. bully! LOL

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
lolol.. force me to eat sour sweet

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
no idea

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will ?
lol, impossible..

7. If he/she becomes your lover, what does she need to improve on?
lol, impossible..


8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
lol,don't think so

9. What do you want to tell him/her now ?
lol, poly holidays are longer than secondary school holiday =D


10. Your overall impression of him/her is ?
Bully! lol


11. How do you think people around you will feel around you ?
=) XD =D


12. What are the characters you love about yourself ?
Optimistic, Friendly, Empathy

13. On the contrary, what are the characters you hate about yourself ?
need to slim down lah..

14. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
A doctor, a cellist

15. For people that you care and like, say something to them.
Thank you for being beside me. I appreciate that.


16. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

lol.. this is getting lame...

Back to topic

Since school started, the work is slowly getting hectic.. INAC is like wth.. i don't understand what the teacher is teaching.. MBC was not bad =D BIF was like shit and my favourite module was Mobio.. because the teacher explains in a very clear way.. and he didn't hesitate to tell us what he knows and what we want to find out.. unlike some other teachers who wants us to get wrong first then learn from the mistakes <--- good right? but the problem is, the teachers usually don't give answers.. oh well, great.. they suppose you can learn when sometimes you can't find answers and they don't gives you hints or answers even when you ask..

today mbc was fun =D because we found out a place to print graph.. XD

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

New semester is coming! XD I must sleep early tonight.. As I was looking through the timetable just now.. it gives me a signal.. a signal that tells me to change for the better.. lol, don't get it? it means use my time more wisely.. My time table was actually not bad..
I gonna put all the games inside my external hard disk and not touch them until after exam.. is like wow.. after that maybe going Korea liao.. no more games..

I was overjoyed yesterday.. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

My mum talked to me..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Great Music (Summer by Joe Hisaishi)

Thinking about the things I have done during the holiday.. to be honest, I hasn't done much..

I hasn't did much about the buying of strings.. Jun Yuan, pls come back to guide me, for at least once..

Hotmail has been annoying these few days.. can log in but cannot access emails.. what's going on with hotmail.. 3 of my friends are having same problem..

Oh well.. school's starting in one week! oh no...

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has be quite some time since I update.. well.. it's pretty boring cuz just work and co..

I'm glad that she's back in Singapore safely.. I hope her wound will recover soon.. =)

And sometimes I think to myself.. the dreams that I want to achieve..

A studio HDB
A yacht
An average car
A doctor and a researcher
An accomplished cellist
to learn to cook for loved ones
A brown and white Jack-a-bee(JRT and Beagle hybrid)
To have a whole family portrait and 3 generation portrait--> lol, sounds a bit impossible.. unless you can find a day when everyone is free.. Lunar Chinese new year?

Alright then.. Combat Arms liao.. tml cycling! =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Oh well.. maybe I was just bored.. I noticed a trend in MSN.. XD last time maybe when we all was in secondary school.. a lot of us think of what to put as msn nick.. lol, does that describe you too? We would put quotes or something to describe how our day would be like.. but! now, as I go into poly liao, we just put our name for msn nick.. XD surprising right? Phenomena sia.. what I see now is about 90% of my msn list now write their name as their msn nick.. hmm what I think is that maybe customizing the msn nick is a waste of time and.. it's quite irritating when you have a full list of ppl with customized nick and you would have a hard time search for a contact, provided you didn't remember the person's email.. XD

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

LOL.. today was damn exciting.. because of the F1.. and the main reason is.. the race very drama! XD

List of interesting events:
A car crashed
Massa chiong off with the fuel hose because of glitch in the lighting system..<--- GG
Nicole Rosberg refueling when pit closed= 10 seconds penalty

Alonso is leading with Hamilton behind..

25 more laps to go..

I'm reporting it as it happen.. XD
Currently 23rd lap
Leading is Alonso followed by N Rosberg..

Now is Alonso, T Glock followed by N Rosberg.. Alright, this is bored.. typing again when interesting stuff happens..

LOL.. T Glock drive into the wrong route.. and that happens to another racer just now too..

I hope Alonso can win this race

Woah.. A car crash by Force India.. Sad man.. 23 seconds of hard-earned time of Alonso is gone because the accident happen.. now, there's 10 more laps to go..

And great.. I fell asleep when it's the last 5 laps.. but Alonso won the Singapore GP =D congratulations to him.

Alright then.. sleep

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Hasn't been updating recently cuz of work and CO..

Woah...! After work finishes at 10pm, I went to watch F1 trial run! XD the engine was damn loud and I could barely hear what I'm talking. The feeling of an F1 car zooming past you is shiok man.. XD

Just now in the mrt train, I saw a group of 'high class' ladies wearing somehow look alike tube and all were wearing high heels lor.. =D and I was thinking.. are they comparing who's taller by wearing higher heels?

Alright then.. gonig to bath play combat arms.. =D nites

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Yesterday, work was really hectic and really stressful.. stand for 10 and a half hour.. and what worse when you have a busybody person who work at the place longer than you are, to tell you what to do with sarcasm.. The thing happened like this:

I was at the counter where you have to sort all the plates and spoons into diffrent category.. and for several item, you have to bend sideway to reach it because the space between the trolley and the wall is 40 to 50 cm..

Busybody: Move inside
Me: I need to move out a little, I can't bend down standing inside.
Busybody:What did you say?
Me: I mean I need space to bend down to put the things
Busybody: You have to help sort the items into place, we all started all like this, and this is a rule, that if you are standing at the trolley and your colleague passes you the plate, you have to sort them too.
Me: Oh.......... Okay...... -_-" (thinking that is she dumb or what, I merely say I need space to put the item, not that I don't want to do it..)

LOL, then I saw her trying to chase the customer away.. =/ Confirm GG if manager saw her doing that..

OMG la.. one of the customer found a young cockroach inside the teapot for soup.. when I saw that, I was like stunned.. told the manager, then later, a senior worker came to tell me that the matter is resolved.. lol, tell me for what? scare that I tell the truth?

Only when you work, you can then find out the ugly side of the company.. I can't believe the restaurant got and A for cleanliness.. lol, I believe they should use 70% ethanol to clean the tables.. XD for the safety of people, I would gladly do that for free. What they are doing now only 'clean' the table of physical dirt but spreads bacteria..
Talking about this, it reminds me of the dial 1800-blah-blah to donate to charity.. well.. I think now, very few irrational people will donate through these hotline for there already two to three cases of misuse of funds.. what really suffer are the patients under the organisation.. My friend told me that she once work, to help the charity to run the TV donation campaign and she was disgusted by the fact that they have a big basket of fake phones for people to take. For what?

To take the fake phone out and fake to dial and to fake donation, to show people that they're donating, and when audiences think they are donating, some follow suit..
I do not confirm this is true, but in my opinion, it's true.. cuz why would a rich man call so many times, when he could just write a cheque to the charity? Or is it to show that he's charitable when he make many many calls? XD

But seriously<-- (although I don't like to use the word seriously, cuz it has been used too often by single sex female school students) , I would rather donate to people who are selling tissues paper(only when I forgot to bring tissue paper),
people who are wheelchair bound.. but not when you're singing :
$1 dollar! $1 dollar! Tissue paper $1 dollar!
Uncle Auntie lai bang mang(come help me buy)
Tisssssueeeee Paperrrrr! Ah $1

If she never sing, I would most probably approach her..



She arrived at Cambodia safely yesterday.. I'm glad about that. =)

okay, now going out to lan with yi jie.. after that, I gotta practice cello..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today went to swim with Terence and Sooria.. =D I bathe very slow ah.. Well, now I got sunburn and look like slightly tanned.. -_- cuz we swim from 11am to 2pm, the hottest period during the day..

After that I went to meet her at her void deck, and we talked for quite a long time..although I blanked out sometimes.. =/

For now I know.. unknowns to be seeked and asked, whereby I understand and grow.

Lol, Poetic right? hahaha, it's simple, just make it chim chimp. =D



Alright.. take a look at this if you're interested..

http://www.infidels.org/library/historical/vincent_runyon/left_ministry.html#c4

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Haiz.. I feel very bad towards terence sia... he asked me to go swimming with him on wed but didn't go in the end because I wake up late.. because I sleep very late in the night.. really sorry man..

Dig deeply within for the inspiration you need in order to accomplish your goals. Fortunately, you might receive additional support from a family member today. This may not come in the form of active help, for it's likely to be more subtle. Others may not even notice, but the acknowledgment or gentle encouragement from a loved one gives you the strength you need to go the extra mile.

By Rick Levine Thursday, September 18, 2008

This guy is quite accurate man..
Alright, gotta sleep now, finding the instruments tml.. I need help.. I asked.. but it never came..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I went to my cousin's marriage solemnization and the wedding dinner.
Everything was good except the manager somehow accidentally topple the tower of wine glasses.. Well, it was an accident but you know Chinese are usually superstitious.. well, nvm about that.
haha, just now ah ma was scolding when she saw me drank some Wine for fun.. but I wonder why so many ppl like to drink beer and wine.. It bitter and dry.. -_-" If it's for health, a glass of red wine a day or week(unsure) is good.. but beer... I rather set it on fire and see what happens rather than drink it.

It's time to let go of the past.. The past is painful but it's time..

The souvenir that I got from the dinner was nice.. it's a cute salt and pepper dispenser..

I just read a friend's friend blog =D

She wrote about how she knows what course she wanna get in but doesn't have inspiration to study..

For one thing I know, ABC... =D Adversity Builds Character
Adversity could makes a person grows and mature or break his or her spirit. It depends on how the person takes it.

My uncle, my bio teacher influence me to go down this path, well, maybe to others, it might just be the thriving market of this field that attracted them, i dunno..

My mum have been working hard just to save money for my school fees..
I wanted to go jc last time.. because it saved a heck lots of money on transport fees, , school fees, and lastly food.. =D but jc does not attract me, for I know what I want in life.

Maths's my weakness.. during first year, it pull my grades down by a lot.. got 3.54 and 3.7++ for year 1 and I'm glad that it's improving semester by semester..
though I didn't get the elusive 4... I'm hoping to get it one day.. Maybe next sem? =D where there's no IS, just pure sciencey stuff.. Argh.. Biochem! GG

=/ my crocodile toy is looking at me with a fierce face..

I'm actually proud to be an Outramian. Though some of the students create bad name for the school. Outram is a place where I have kept some of my memories.. The fun we had during CO practice, Bronze for SYF(it's good enough already cuz we just meet the minimum players requirement), the slope on the left side of the school.. haha, I like to walk down that slope cuz it's quite steep, the economic rice foodstall, the Iron cookies I baked for home econs.. the physics lab! =D my fave experiment is the pendulum thingy.. and a good bio teacher who always game =D
when I wear secondary T-shirt to sch during normal school days in NP, my ex-oss friends would say: "Wah lau eh.. You not pai seh meh?"

So what if Outram is a neighbourhood school? I'm was a student there and my results in poly wasn't that bad either.. =D The choice of friends is also very important..
too bad that my cousin made the wrong choice and is paying the consequences now.. I was close to him.. but he changed too much and I drifted away from him.I tried helping him. but he who doesn't want help can't receive much help too. I told him many times that the some friends he mixes around are not good but he does not listen.. I gave up, let him suffer first and find out for himself.

I and my friends sometimes talk about the future generations of Singapore.. More and more young teens are wearing all the stuff when they think it's latest fashion.. Yeah, I agree it's a trend, Skinny jeans is okay but when it's pink or red.. it looked si bei Gay for guys..HAHAHA I still remember the many black and white horizontal stripes tees.. I call them Zebra.. and red and black stripes reminds me of Jason... XD but they think it's cool.. It's really sad seeing the some of the future generation wasting their time outside..

It has been quite some time since I wrote so such a long post.. think too much liao la... =D sleep.. shit man.. 6 am liao, how to wake up at 9..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

So we got our results today..

Alright, to be honest, I'm overjoyed that I got AD for ccta..my first AD =D
but it's kind of sad when it's the IS that pull ur results down.

Shit man... I wrote a personal letter back to the donor to thank them for the bursary. well.. here's the best part: I forgot to paste the stamp.

I called up the Singpost and they tell me it will be billed to the recipient.. LOL like wth? They give me bursary, then I wrote letter back and bill it to them..And I ask them about the retrival cost, which is $21++ -_- Damn, I can't wait for the postman today cuz going to my cousin wedding dinner later =D

Argh.. screwed and pai seh sia.. I think I better go to the office to give them the handling fees =/

Time to go! cya

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Hmm.. by chance or whatever.. Today's friendster's horoscope is somehow quite accurate for me..
Someone's powerful magnetic charisma is captivating you today, but be careful that it doesn't distract you from recognizing their altruism as well! You can learn at lot from this person, and should let them inspire you to get more involved in your own selfless acts. You are coming out of a very inward phase, and now you are ready to share your time and your ideas with others. Feeling more connected to other people is important right now, so consider volunteering.

Was helping out at Soka association today with the powerpoint presentation slides.. well, it was okay at certain point but the last few parts was GG =X haha, nvm abt that, glad that overall was a success..

next, I went to lan shop with yi jie and my cousin David. I see the ugly side of Dota today, or should I say ppl playing dota.. beside me was a group of friends playing dota together.. When they die, they keep blaming each other and hurling insults at each other.. lol, it makes me wonder if it is a team game or something else..

my mum and my ah ma quarrel today over the laundry.. haiz..

Later at afternoon and evening will be the ROM and wedding dinner of my cousin.. I'm so looking forward to it.

Oh my.. The results are coming out later... T_T

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been quite some time ever since I think back of the past.

Well, let's talk about what happens today.. carried my cello around tiong -_- because supposed to have a meeting at tiong at 1pm then performance after that. but it was postponed because someone call at 12:30pm to say postpone.. like wth? nvm about that..

we had the mid-autumn festival performance at hougang and can get to earn $50 for it =D not bad.. I'm saving up to buy a set of cello strings around $370 ba..

Aquarius's horoscope
It's hard to know how far to dig when seeking answers today. If you delve too deeply, you just might uncover something you wish you didn't know. If you don't dig far enough, then you won't have all the facts you need to make the best decision. Ultimately, when the answer comes to you, be ready for a surprise, for it may not be what you expect.

By Rick Levine Sunday, September 14, 2008

So it's a Sunday now..
I had been thinking..
What if..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I'm really grateful for all the things that's happening..

Thank you for the chocolate cookies, it's really nice. =)
Thank you to Late Mr Pesi B Davar for the bursary. it does helps a lot.. but I need to read a personal letter back to thank them.. jia lat man.. so long never write letter liao..

Weee I'm looking forward to this sat's performance and another on 25 Sept.

I looked at my cca points today.. It's quite sick.. lol

I can't wait for the results to come out..it's like 3 more days nia.. I hope I won't be disappointed for I have worked so hard for it. Come on.. Let me be on director's list..

Recently there's an experiment involving LHC.. google it if you never heard of it, I think it's pretty cool and I hope the scientists can find what they are looking for.. The Higgs boson..

now dota has a new term! glhf= good luck have fun

alright then, time to sleep.. gnsd=????

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

The Reasons Why

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Actually today wanted to change blog skin when I saw that the picture was removed this afternoon -_- but in the night, it was back up again.. nvm, I can save the blogskin for next time uses.. It's quite colourful.. if you get what I mean..

I went back to co today to check the instruments with sdar ppl.. Wah lao eh.. I can't find some of the instrument..

After that I went for an job interview.. well.. it was MLM business.. Although MLM can have earn some money in the short term.. okay, imagine the company gets bigger, with more people selling the same products, the supply increases while demand decreases(cuz usually you don't buy from others the products you're selling).. then you'll ask where's the market? nvm, the company can then move to other countries and do the same thing again.. Although some of the products are pretty good like the ionized alkaline water..

lol.. today dota was pwnage.. 0 kill 9 death.. I really forgotten how to play ever since I deleted it two months ago.. and I'm going to do the same once the holiday is over.. =) but nvm, I still have it in my external hard disk =D

I'm really happy on tuesday even it's a short moment.. Thank you =)

I'm starting to speak my mind again because.. I have found someone whom I can trust.. That's why people always said "Cherish whatever you have and don't regret if you have lost it."

Alright.. It's 5 am now.. Breaking dawn soon.. and soon the sun will be up again..
gotta sleep now =)
Looking forward to later

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I'm really happy today.. Simple Happiness.. =) Today's work was quite tiring because more things to do and the sink on the floor become choked and all the dirty water are pumped up, which is quite disgusting. then went to eat early dinner =)
CO, and then play lantern XD didn't get to burn lantern and yi jie, jacq and Han ming, i think, made two hearts shape with candles.. haha shall upload it sometime =) DOta now! =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Oh well.. What could I talk about today? I don't wanna bore you all by telling what I did today.. which is buy shoes and dota nia.. <-- pretty no life for today right? Oh yeah! today was quite pissed off when queueing at ntuc to buy just 2 500ml bottles of water.. There's a counter specially for people who are buying 5 items and below so that ppl buying little stuff can go out quickly.. Apparently some people don't know, don't care and don't bother. That counter is suppose to be a time-saver and I'm just disgusted at people with basket of things queueing for this counter. I just placed the two bottle at the nearest counter and walks off to guardian to buy 2 1.5L of water for $1..

I saw an atheist vow from a person named Robert Green Ingersoll:

When I became convinced that the Universe is natural--that all the ghosts and gods are myths, there entered into my brain, into my soul, into every drop of my blood, the sense, the feeling, the joy of freedom. The walls of my prison crumbled and fell, the dungeon was flooded with light, and all the bolts, and bars, and manacles became dust. I was no longer a servant, a serf, or a slave. There was for me no master in all the wide world--not even in infinite space. I was free--free to think, to express my thoughts--free to live to my own ideal--free to live for myself and those I loved--free to use all my faculties, all my senses--free to spread imagination's wings--free to investigate, to guess and dream and hope--free to judge and determine for myself--free to reject all ignorant and cruel creeds, all the "inspired" books that savages have produced, and all the barbarous legends of the past--free from popes and priests--free from all the "called" and "set apart"--free from sanctified mistakes and holy lies--free from the fear of eternal pain--free from the winged monsters of the night--free from devils, ghosts, and gods. For the first time I was free. There were no prohibited places in all the realms of thought--no air, no space, where fancy could not spread her painted wings--no chains for my limbs--no lashes for my back--no fires for my flesh--no master's frown or threat--no following another's steps- -no need to bow, or cringe, or crawl, or utter lying words. I was free. I stood erect and fearlessly, joyously, faced all worlds. And then my heart was filled with gratitude, with thankfulness, and went out in love to all the heroes, the thinkers who gave their lives for the liberty of hand and brain--for the freedom of labor and thought--to those who fell in the fierce fields of war, to those who died in dungeons bound with chains--to those who proudly mounted scaffold's stairs--to those whose bones were crushed, whose flesh was scarred and torn--to those by fire consumed--to all the wise, the good, the brave of every land, whose thoughts and deeds have given freedom to the sons of men. And then I vowed to grasp the torch that they had held, and hold it high, that light might conquer darkness still. ~Robert G. Ingersoll (1833-1899)
Taken from http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=398046395

Well.. He's right about the freedom and I'm very happy to be an Atheist. I have long given up on being a buddhist, but I still go to pay respects to the altars of grandparents.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today went swimming with Terence and Sooria. It was fun and good exercise. hahaha! then suddenly got one girl wearing a swimsuit type dress to swim and all the guys in the pool, their head turn towards her direction XD

I left before them and went to school for CO. DAMN! I misplaced my belt and lost it in the changing room. Argh.. I have been holding on to my shorts for the entire day after swimming.. it's so loose that I only have to jump 3 times and the shorts will drop. Argh..

My parents quarrelled today while I was playing ps2..somemore i'm in between them =X Well, I hope it will be over soon. I don't understand why should they quarrel.. shouldn't they be frank with each other?

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It's one of those days that I start to think back into the past =) Well.. there's one good buddy that comes to my mind.. haha the class monitor jian yong.. He's really quite a funny guy and mad about WWE XD. I once went to his house to play RC mini cars =/ but my RC car sux becuz it tend to move towards the right side.
I still miss the days that we all write lines in primary school XD

I will not misbehave in class again.
I will not misbehave in class again. and so on..
we even compete that who will write finish first.


Well, but there's still one thing that let me remember him for a long long time.. that is he wrote a crappy love letter to my first crush and wrote the author as me... -_- well, but it was quite cheeky and funny, it goes something like:

Your eyes are like Jade
"something to do with gold"
Maybe something like "Everytime I see you, my heart's pounding"

hahaha, but it's that jade thing that makes me laugh.

Today on ffx PS2.. Damn.. I have to dodge the freaking lightning strikes for 200 consecutive times to get a upgrade item for the ultimate weapon.. is like -_- and the reaction time is around 0.3 to 0.5 sec.. I think I need to drink coffee for that or hire a F1 racer to help me press X when the white light flashes..


I now know that to learn in an orchestra is pretty tough.. cuz it's like a crash course.. I know how it feels like. It's no wonder people often say it's best to learn from a teacher before joining an orchestra
Well.. sleep..zzzzzzZZZZzzz

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I just started playing Final Fantasy X again.. I just realized that I have missed so much items and my characters are quite under lvl.. =/ Chocobo Racing is fun! XD
well.. enough about ffx..

Hmm...

I was an buddhist, following my parents, my relatives wanted me to be christian, and my neighbour want me to join Soka association. Thinking through, I think atheist would be best for me.Being an atheist has it advantage.. I'm able to understand and appreciate different perspective. But nonetheless I still respect the different religion and belief and the diversity. I still remember when I was a young child and I told my parents I wanna be a christian, my parents would give me a dressing down. It's 4.50am now..Ah.. I might as well give a morning call later..

5:18am now.. Monday blues.. haha if monday's blue... I think it will be like
Monday blue, tuesday Emerald, Wednesday Green, Thursday Yellow, Friday to Sat Orange, and Sunday Red.. because weekends are the best. =D

It's 6.00am now.. 45 minutes to go..okay ba.. it's time to off the comp.. good morning..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Wall-E was nice today =D especially when he wanted to hold Eve's hand but she turn her head and Wall-E started to draw circles on the ground XD like emoing.

My love for cello is reignited.. =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today I finally completed the stock taking.. To think of it.. it's pretty easy. I guess I just need some moral support.

Thx jian long and winnie for your help. =D

Thanks mum..Thx for not scolding me when I went swimming, but just talk to me nicely.

Wall-E! =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Why do I have to face this shit everyday? Everytime I come home and hear you saying Die and then there's nothing to worry about. You really make me feel that even if I die, no body will care. When I have problems, I have no one to share my problem with. NO ONE.. Everything I have to keep to myself, you'll never know if I have problems at school or even if I'm having a terrible headache. I know you always have high expectation of me and I know you want me to do well in life. That's why you're working so hard to save up money for my education. But when's the last time I sat down to have a proper dinner with you? I wanted to get the scholarship so that it would lessen the burden for you and to have a proper meal with my family.
Because I'm sick of outside food. People often tell me that eating in food court alone is weird.. but to me, it's perfectly normal. Or you could say I'm trained to do so.

Why in the hell that I can't swim during the 7th lunar month? I don't believe in this kind of stuff. I'm an Atheist and there's many reasons why.. I'm glad that ah ma understands me.. She's the one who allow me to eat beef even though she's a buddhist..

My horoscope is damn zhun these few days..

Something has been bugging you and it's not going to disappear until you tackle it head-on. The problem is that you may not know where your emotional discomfort is coming from. There may be unresolved issues about how you handle yourself in a power struggle that need your attention. Don't blame others for your current intensity. Take responsibility for your perspective and communicate it appropriately.

By Rick Levine Wednesday, August 27, 2008

The PP concert is set on around March.. that means I might not be able to participate in this year's PP if i'm going for oiap.. Well, having the PP in jan or feb is impossible since it takes at least 6 months to process a proposal.

It's 3.48am now.. I still like the time period around these time..when it seems so serene.

A person say that innocent children slowly grows up to person wearing a mask in the society. Well, I think it's part of the social requirement.. I think I'm wearing a mask now.. a mask of optimism. and very few could say they are not wearing any.

Like someone, my passion is dwindling fast too. Someone please help stop it before it's gone.

Today had a small talk with Shen Shen. I told him that I wanna join NTU CO next time if possible but he said in uni, many ppl are making the effort to do well for maybe their last exam. That really makes me think since I join co from secondary sch till now.. Do I want to continue in uni? Or find a teacher outside to learn.. It really changes a lot..
My dream is somewhat similar to Longwood Symphony Orchestra.. Maybe I think too far ahead of life..

Alright, it's 4.29am now. gotta sleep..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today few of my classmates went out to celebrate Samantha's Birthday, hahaha, Sam was Scamed.. XD
And Terence and KD was wearing couple shirt by chance today! XD
We ate at Seoul Garden and I eat until damn full and can hardly walk.. Jia lat man, today protein overload =D but it's really nice.

Argh.. damn, I bought $40 but in the end I have to top up ez-link card if not cannot take mrt.. argh... no $ to play arcade and it is consider quite cheap already because other places charge latest game like 4 token per game

After that went to have co at an xi hui guan. jia lat man.. cello skills degrade liao..

4 aim of holiday
Work
cello and CO
Exercise
Memorise 20 amino Acid structure? hahaha

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

So it's the end of exam and the start of holiday..

today first look at the mmb paper and I was laughing away already. All the bacteria I spotted came out, well, maybe it's the hint drop by Dr Zaman, cuz she told us to look at past year paper. I read through both the recent past year paper and I found out that no bacteria were repeated each year.. So, logically today's microbes will be different and well it did.. I'm glad that my advice did help some people who were online the night before =)

7 weeks of holiday, I think it's high time to get things done. =)

Meanwhile these few day, enjoy =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

=X today damn power.. i got what I call the Zombie cold and I keep sneezing during the paper.. lol.. I think I was damn noisy and gave a shock to some but nvm.. I think positively, I help people stay awake. XD I quickly finish the paper and leave the room.

Tml Last paper! Chiong ah! Damn, TaeKwonDo is damn irritating.. There isn't one knockout.. Lame shit.. all they do is just jump and jump around.. Hope tml final would be an exciting one. shit. tml got co meeting.. what the.. nvm.. can watch on youtube..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It hasssssssss been a few day since I blogged.. Exam stress..

hmm.. I actually have no idea what to write for this post.. Other than Olmypics or studies.. Michael Phelps won 8 gold <--- Poseidon liao lor.. I really hope he can do it one more time for London 2012.. if he does that.. that will be sick.. maybe 24 olympic medal in one lifetime.. XD

Having decided to go for the oiap.. I have to go work.. I'm not like the rich people where money is never ever a problem.. but I did thought like that when I was young.. demanding everything I want.. Power Ranger, Playstation 1 and 2.. But it's different now.. haha, although sometimes I still waste some money, like Terence said : $3 for a litre of FIJI water.. hey boy, you better save some money for the oiap trip. XD

Damn.. Olympics is really distracting.. Studying mmb now.. okay ba.. logging off.. Life should be getting more interesting I think, with E. coli... hmm Any names recommended for him? Dangy?

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been relatively quiet for me this week.. well, cuz it's the exam period.. All that accompany me is tv, laptop, notes and handphone.. well.. nvm.. My E. coli is coming tml.. XD I think that E. coli will give me the motivation to do well for microbio.. =D

I still remember for my first microbio pract, the sample we got was a tiny tiny rod-shaped bacteria and it stains red.. haha the first thing that comes to my mind is E. coli.. They are pretty friendly I think except some and i read from the web that friend E. coli let you be lactose-tolerance...
hmm.. Santhi! you can try drinking a vial of friendly E. coli XD

I found out that T4 bacteriphage kills bacteria E. coli.. I wonder if we are sick with E. coli.. can we drink T4 Virus and get cured? lol.. that's an interesting question..

Sian.. immuno exam tml.. back to study..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Just had mmb ct today.. it goes pretty well I think except the M protein part.. yesterday was mugging and watching tv at the same time.. Well.. I guess 70% tv, 30% lecture notes? XD
At the M protein part, I'm not sure whether it is fimbriae or pili.. then I wrote something above..
Audience
not applicable

50/50
Yes

Make a Call
Option unavailable

haha, but still lucky that I put fimbriae by guessing.

Thinking about the OIAP.. well, of course the ideal place is Australia, I have always wanted to go there since young.. The beach there looks really clean and clear, the Kangaroos, the Boomerang, the Koala bears.. But, money is an issue.. I don't want to add on the burden on my parents.

so I and Terence decide to try for regional country..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today I went to meet her for lunch and pass her the birthday present. =)

However I heard two sad stories today.. from two different strangers.. one is a handicapped wheel-chair bound 80 years old auntie selling tissues paper and another auntie whom shared table with us when we were having lunch.

I pity that auntie selling tissues paper and gave her two dollars. I told her that I don't want any tissues because I got a lot of them in my bag... cuz my ah ma always put as many as possible.. =/
I can see that she's grateful for that. But to say the truth, i rather donate the money to her rather than those charities that do big shows on TV and money not going to the people intended..

She went on to tell me about her sad life, She was knocked down by a car and all her 5 children does not want her.. What was unacceptable is that one of the son tell her to jump down from the 9th storey.. wt* is that? <---censored =)
She raise them up since young and this is how they repay her.. some Singaporeans.. sighs..

Another auntie talked to me during lunch, She asked something like "She's the special girl?"
lol, then I just smile
She went on to say that her husband, after marriage and having a child, he has not bought her anything like even a birthday cake or something. She said she will be overjoyed even if her husband give her a candy. She said he just want to have a son and that's it.
I can see tears in her eyes as she speaks so I tried to look away and keep nods my head..
After she finished eating, she left silently.

Argh.. it's sad to hear their story, but I admired the tissues seller auntie's courage to live on..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Aquarius Horoscope:

You may be overwhelmed by what others have to say to you now, yet your real desire is to have a bit of time to yourself. Unfortunately, you might not be able to escape the social requirements that others place upon you. Don't waste too much energy resisting, for the highly spirited conversations you have today could teach you something important about your core values.

By Rick Levine

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I
could trust her.. As for others.. I couldn't..as in completely.. A year to build trust and a second to break it..


need








a








break..
free from the fast-paced life and have time of my own.. why are we running the rat race? Even if we know we are running the rat race, few would stop because if we do stop, it's tough to survive in this reality world.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I learnt about something today from a friend.. it's the 5 love of languages. It's how you show your love to others.

Act of services
Touch
Words of encouragement
Giving Present
Spending time together

Well.. I think my choice are spending time together and act of services..and my friend is spending time together and touch.
She told me that show hug her parents often to show them love..

For me.. I seldom do that..it's like only when I was a kid and one time during secondary school. Because I dunno.. it just feel weird? I like to hug my stuffed toy dog when I was in primary and secondary, because I feel that it's like alive..
I like to talk to my pet hamsters last time.. When I do that, they would just look at me and like listen to me do story-telling =D their eyes were full of curiosity..

For at least I could trust them.. Now, I can't really trust anyone except for my family and some friends.. Because I think I trust people depend on how well they keep secrets..

okie ba.. gotta sleep.. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

LOL.. I'm rare.. hahaha

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Argh..! wasted, I forgot to take photo of the 8 x4 cm crab pincer! My cousin got his bonus and treat his family, aunt and me to seafood restaurant.

That was the first time I ever seen such big pincer.. Thx Jeric! =D

Today lab was fun.. we digged our nose.. =/ to plate on the blood agar..after presentation, we have 4 hours break..
We went to project room to watch movie while I read about photography =D I just love taking landscapes and scenery pictures.. with my handphone.. well, I don't have a digital camera.

Garner the Courage

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today sentosa outing was fun! =D
Even though only a few of the year 1 came for the outing because the commitee and the year 3 were high themselves..

Well, I didn't went into the sea because my mum doesn't want me to.. and yeah.. some people just don't understand but some do.. Well, it's Trust.

I told her that I won't swim. and I have mild asthma, so I try not to expose to high salt content stuff, I once coughed like crazy when my grandma told me to drink salt water after eating durian.

Haha, we went on to play volleyball, frisbee and captain ball. We buried jian long and sculp a muscle body, and a cone-shaped stuff for him =D. While they were at the sea playing ball throwing, I played frisbee with kai lun.. haha, we have some pretty well coordination with each other. we pass to each other while walking.

Jian kai got bored and sculp Master Panda! LOL.. Well.. next time I go to sentosa again, I must try the Luge, it seems so fun.

After that, we had dinner at harbour front foodcourt, the Mee goreng was nice, because there's no dou kay(bean sprout).. while we were having dinner, andy violet and jian kai went to buy birthday cake for wan hua. They planning a surprise for her =D

Next, it's time to take photos! =D Photos below.. well.. Here it is..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today I went cycling with my dad and well.. we also went to the elderly corner to exercise.. Argh.. I still can't do one pull-up, it's really quite frustrating after trying for so much time and still can't do it.. I need to lose weight.. argh.. my dad did 2 pull-up.. -_-"

haha, just now he accidentally drop the chocolate he's eating in his mouth into the dustbin.. lolol

Haiz.. I need time.. I need a break..

I borrowed a movie call House of Flying Dagger(Shi Mian Mai Fu) and 2 piano cd from the library.. I wanna watch the movie.. But I don't have time of my own and shit.. I need to return the cd by tml morning.. wth -_-

Sat: NPCO outing
Sun: Beautiful Sunday concert and dinner with aunt and cousin. =D Jeric treat! hahaha
Monday: mmb pbl, do ccta worksheet, study ccta
tuesday: Concerto and cca..
Wednesday: ccta pract

I prefer to do things my way. I do not like being controlled. That's the reason why I come to poly. so yeah..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

If tomorrow never comes.......................................
Terence show me a youtube video of that song.. so I think I will list down what I would do if tomorrow never comes..



Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
Shes lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

(chorus)

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That shes my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
cause Ive lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

*chorus*

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes


I would play The Swan on my cello for the last time.
I would tell my loved ones that I love them. It has been years since I do that..
I would go to see sunset at dusk..
I will definitely sleep early =D

Hope Romie will be fine..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I feel spiritless today. Maybe it's due to insomnia.. I was sleeping during the immunology lecture and on the bus this morning, Sooria saw me sleeping on the bus. =X

Everything seems so fast paced nowadays.. so the seniors were right.. They fast forwarded everything in year 2. Two of my friends said that Singapore pace of life is really too fast and they want to study overseas instead. But I don't have a choice.. My parent ain't that rich and I heard that people have a tough time paying the loan they used for university education. Got one smart ass go malaysia study malaysia-melbourne linked medicine course.. hahaha That Commando lor..

I started to stock take the instruments today.. -_- okie... I counted like 4 timpani.. 6 yang qin... and 8 yang qin case.. hmmm Great feat. LOL

Tml will be a long day.. after spring cleaning need to chiong wiki slides and celebrate my dad's birthday in advance. So.. Sakura sushi buffet I think..

I want a jack russell terrier.. I wanna play Fetch with him and talk to him about my problems and stuff even though he won't understand a thing but sense my feelings..

Alright, it's time to sleep.. gd nite..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

You don't want anyone questioning your ability to do your job and if your capability is being challenged now, you might just retreat into your shell. It's not that you are timid; it's just that you don't want to waste time and energy defending yourself when you could be finishing your chores and then going off to play. Avoiding emotional drama for a day or two may be the easiest way to get through any current awkwardness.

By Rick LevineWednesday, July 2, 2008

This Aquarius horoscope really describe how I feel now.. I wanna play game.. but no time.. T_T

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

You are the Reason Why.

http://www.anthonyfernando.com/2008/06/27/find-your-reason-why/

We all got back all our results.. There were mixed emotions when the papers were given out.

I feel that I still have a long way to go.. I have a dream to fulfill, which seems tough.

I have read about medical admission. They have to write a essay to promote themselves. My friends said that they are looking for people who can promote themselves and of high acadamic but what about EQ? One example is what I saw in a hospital in singapore. My friend had obviously fractured his bones but the doctor refused believe in us and she said she will have to wait for the X-rays results.Another disturbing sight is another doctor call out to a bangala. He was sitting in a wheelchair and the doctor said "Can walk? If can, then walk yourself"

I mean, what kind of attitude is that? In one of the Hippocrates Oath : To keep the good of the patient as the highest priority.
Even with his knowledge, he actions seem to discriminate people..

It's late.. gotta sleep.. This are my thoughts..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Oh Yes! I downloaded August's Rhapsody from Nokia music shop onto my handphone. shit man..The Eternal Vow, Ballad Pour Adeline and etc. argh... shiok shiok. Nokia music shop rulez! It's like $2.00 per song.. but I got $20 voucher from buying two 6500 slide phone. weeeee 10 songs for free.

Stuff to do:
Stock take for NP
Stock take for OSS
wiki presentation
Immuno project
Watch Unlocking the mystery of Life. <--- no time to watch
Catch up on lessons.

Jia you jia you!
and hope Kai deng get well soon and do the Kungfu Panda with his clutches. =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

So the first week is soon coming to an end, I got back results of two module already, both did fine and I'm still waiting for the other two modules.
Today IS was quite interesting as it is talking about the perspective of different people.. mine was intercultural communication. Kai deng, Samantha, Liyana, Fatin and me from lsct are in the same class. After lesson, Fatin and Liyana said they are going to check on the fishes at the fish lab. It was cool because I went in for the first time.

LOL, everytime I walk past the fish lab and when there's people inside the lab, I would shout Fish for lunch! And I help to distract while Fatin feed the Snakehead with a live 5cm x 4cm fish to it. OMG la, it swallow the small fish whole with only 2 to 3 bites. I wonder what will happen if you put your hands inside.

After that, I had dinner with co ppl at alumni clubhouse. 20% discount is shiok lor.
I got a new phone! 6500 slide.. I like it immediately because I like the slick design of the phone like my previous phone. No unnecessary design. hahaha I still insist on no sony ericsson phone because the camera process rate is just too slow..

Hooray!, I finally downloaded the song The Eternal Vow, Ballad Pour Adeline and some other nice instrumentals from nokia music shop onto my lappy but wth? I can't play it on my phone..it says need to activate. nvm..

Okie, it's time to sleep, argh.. I wanna watch a video that I borrowed from library on intelligent design.. Sleep? video? Sleep? Video?.......

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wonder of your love

Today is the start of a new term.. Argh tongue-tied at the first presentation today for dbg because i kind of forgot the small details. Today was pretty slack as I brought the wrong lecture notes for immuno so I just slept through it. We got back our dbg results today. I still kind of regretted skipping some parts to study.. it like cost me 6 marks the parts that I skip.

Well.. I did my best..let's hope ccta won't be that bad and eagerly waiting for mmb and immuno results. XD 85? 90? I hope so.. I really want to get some AD and get into director's list.

Sian man.. Today postman deliver my free pair of movie ticket from doing ac nielsen surveys but my mum don't want to open the door fearing that it is some salesperson or something.. which is damn dumb.. -_-
I actually requested it to be redelivered but well she want to help me collect also can..

Tml gym and after that I need to meet up with mum upgrade my handphone.

Basically that's all...

Monday isn't blue.. It's rainbow

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

School's starting soon and the 2 weeks holiday given to us is like 2 weeks of labour day.. Had co camp during the last week, it was kind of disappointing as very few people attended the camp and my mood was kinda low from worrying about the projects and insomnia..

nvm, the project was completed nonetheless..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Tml is the NPCO camp le..Well, I kinda feel the rush of the project.. DBG project still has more to do.. Terence! Count on you liao.. I did my best, and still got wiki to chiong. Sleepless nights...

Everyone! Go buy Fiji water, put in freezer, take it out slowly.. Then Shake! There you go.. you got instant ice.

Woah.. this is a super short post.. damn, I haven pack my bag and it's 4am now.. wth I need to wake up at 7am.. T_T

Signing off.

kk the cookie monster.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today I read about the Mayan prophecy about the 2012 12 21st thingy that marks the end of the world and also about the Planet X. It is said to be in an orbit that is sort of perpendicular to the sun.. if it is near to the sun, I think it could cause flooding because of the gravity. Well, let's hope nothing happens.

I did a quiz.. http://www.borrett.id.au/computing/petals-j.htm it's a brain teaser.
I can only tell you 3 things.
The name of the game is Petals around the rose.
The name of the game is important.
The answers will always be zero or even numbers. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Woah... Kai Deng and Terence motivate me to go gym.. =D

Today chiong quite a lot with them.. but so long never go gym liao then suddenly go lift weight is like sai la.

I'm quite worried about the wiki project because still got some parts to be completed. For mmb, we roughly got the idea already and well, going terence house later to do the project, and use his house electricity! lol

Oh man! A must-watch movie is Kungfu Panda. The movie is nice and seriously funny. The plot and the moral of the story not bad.. it tells you to believe in yourself. My favourite scene is the part where the panda fight with Tai Lung. It was hilarious, especially the part where the panda bounce tai lung into the sky with his stomach.

Okie then, ending here and back to project =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Here. Alone with music. The calmness. I cried.

There has been several occasion I thought what will happen to me if my grandma is no longer with me. She is like closer to me than my mother. Today I held her hands and cross the road. Her hands are wrinkled and rough but I feel the warmth in my grandma's hand.

I have never seen my grandpa before, for he passed away before I was born. I know my grandma is a woman of strong character. She won't hesitate to give someone a piece of her mind.
I still vividly remembers when I was in primary school that my grandma scolded the principal because she has too much comments =D

Maybe I'm thinking too much. She doted on me since I was young till now.
She meant so much to me.
I don't want to lose her. I want her to see me succeed in my career, I want her to see me grow and mature.

Written at 3.00 am
Koon Kit

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
*Talk to her and ask her why.
#2. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
*Be a doctor
#3. What would your dream wedding be like?
*My grandma to be there to see me get married. Which is something I wish for.
#4. what would you do with a billion dollar?
* 5% charity, 5 % to the poor. Buy Condo, 70% investment, Buy a good cello. Take good care of my family
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
* Someone who believe and cares for me, don't smoke and drink(except wine), truthful to each other and respect elderly.
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
*Loving someone who loves you is blessed.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
*Life is short, You gonna wait how long?
#8.if the person you secretly like is attached what would you do?
* Hope her boyfriend treat her alright and move on with life.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
*CT la, still got what?
#10. If you had a choice to choose one person to keep forever, who would it be?
*My Grandma
#11. What cheers you up the fastest?
*Anyone who smiles
#12 how do you see yourself in 10 years time?
*A doctor or a scientist
#13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
*My Grandma
#14. Are you happy with what you have now ?
*So so..
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
*Neither, I rather be married and rich =D
#16 whats the 1st thing you do every morning?
*Close eyes again and sleep for another 5 minutes =D
#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
*Yes
#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
*The one that I trust.
#19. who do you love ?
*My Grandma and someone in the future.

Eh... yeah, it's a survey from Simone..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Exam over! Enough said. Enjoy! =)

EEE hahaha

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wonder of your love

Today immuno paper was pretty short.. Study so hard, the paper come out like that.. =D

Today when my grandma was searching through the cabinet, she found a pouch and show it to me. She told me it is a piece of paper of April 10 torn out from a calendar. She said that it was the day that my uncle, her son passed away by lung cancer. It has been four years. I still remember the intense feeling I felt standing beside him the day before he passed away. I couldn't help him at all but watch. I cried as I told myself that I want save people and find cures to incurable diesease.

I told my grandma and mum that I wanna be a doctor someday. haha and grandma will always say "Be doctor for what? Everyday see blood, later operation to remove gangrene no appetite to eat."As always, I will just smile at her. I want to be a doctor just like my family doctor. He give free consulations to elderly who are really poor and still need to work just to make ends meet. His daughter also followed in his footsteps and became a doctor too.

Alright then.. back to study ccta. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been four days since I have write on this journal.

Today we had immuno pract in the morning. The pract is like omg la.. imagine the mice got poke somewhere beside the eye to bleed and collect its blood. The worst thing is the get mice sort of having a fit with the legs and arms all stretched out. It tried to sit upright but soon fell on its side.
At first I thought this mice gone case already.. maybe the needle hit its spine or what. It laid there motionless with mild breathing for a few minutes before it seem alright. After that we had mmb lecture. Alamak.. another chapter to memorise.

We had ccta practical test afterwards. lol.. My class paper was different from the other two class. We had haemocytometer to count cells, calculate cells. and some theory question which I sort of crapped through. The last question was like predict where contamination can occurs in the protocol and describe the step to prevent it. I was like left with the last 5 minutes to finish it up. I didn't even have the time to read throughly. Hmm, nonetheless I completed everything.
During the pract. my table was in a mess because all my lecture notes and pract worksheet are mixed like rojak.

Tml no school eh, let's celebrate. I think I should go out and study, away from my laptop and distractions.

Time to Study!

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today npco had a mini performance at the NP alumni clubhouse. It was quite fun though.. I can't believe that the organiser invite us to perform but there's no chair prepared for us.. -_-" maybe he want me to play cello standing up. After the performance, we got free coupons to get some beer or free flow of soft drinks at the Halo bar.. There were wai foong, yong huang, wendy, jagg, winnie, jian long, Jocelyn, wan ching, yi jie and me.

Ops.. I drank Volka with cranberry. It was quite nice and zzzz I feel a bit tipsy. Then play 8 ball pool with yi jie. It was a close match as both of us don't know where we are aiming. I become to feel heat over my face which is just like fever and haha.. sluggish.
There's one guy who sing until all the keys are off and the voice is like 'caked' out type..

Oh Oh! I bought a ceremic whistle with my name written on it. haha The pitch of the whistle is freaking high and I kind of irritated yi jie with that whistle. =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

You are twilight.
Your exact moment of the day is always changing, because the sun never sets at exactly the same time. You are the romantic moments just after sunset when it's still light enough to see your way around outside, and the sky is a blend of reds, pinks, purples, and blues. At this time of day, the light has a special way of making even rundown buildings looks like works of art. You're like that, too ? you're always finding beauty and magic in unexpected places. Not only will you wish on the first star you see, somewhere inside, you actually expect that wish to come true.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I have not updated for quite some time because there's really a lot of work to do.

Common test is coming soon and I have to start studying.
I was pretty stressed during this few weeks because of the project and the thought of having to memorise one whole stack of notes.
However, knowing that it is due in week 10 let me feel relieved..

I need my motivation to work hard. This is where my passion lies and I must get into NTU and show that the poly to uni route is not that difficult.

The double cello concerto doesn't seem as tough as it is before after several practice. Hope I really can play it good enough for a concert. I will do my best.
I wanna join npstrings next sem together with my senior so we can play some western music. hahaha

ok then.. time to study.. cya

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Last weekend was maybe one of the happiest days in this whole year.
Sat
My aunt came to my house to cook stewed duck for my grandmother and It was really nice.
Sunday
Mother's day
My family, cousin and I went to my cousin Priscilia's house to eat dinner. We had 'drunken Prawn' which was superb! haha and roast duck.

I ate quite a lot.
Because I don't know when will I have home-cooked meal again.

Watched 881 after dinner, it was quite a funny movie but holds some meaning behind it. I like the song "Yi Ren Yi Ban" meaning Half for each. <--- I think it would be great to be a CO encore song.. haha
Tml's CO practice! I like tuesday and Thursday because I get to play my dear cello.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today was quite slack.. Went to Keat Hong co today for practice and get a set of all the scores. =) I like the Medley Singapore song which I think is a combination for few of the local malay folk songs and some modern songs in Singapore.
the concerto I practiced until the chim chim part. Still need a lot of work on it. =X I see ting zien play it with ease..

After that, had subway with Yi jie and Ivan. and we saw CongCong at bukit Panjang plaza working.. Woo hoo.. she gave us 6 Prawn Tako for free.. After that I bought some missy donuts home for my mum and grandma as Mother's day present.. =X

I finally get to eat home-cooked food today. My aunt fried some prawns and stewed a duck.. and veggies with mushroom and abalone. Abalone and mushroom taste and look the same... -_- It was really nice.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Reply of tags!

Pin: haha, thx! Let's work hard for the PP =)

Terence: try lor.. my blister still there..

Badd:lol.. power.. Red Bull.. =X

Violetzz: Yup.. Too bad that we can't put it in PP =X

name: lol.. I don't need to act.. I'm 18 years old. haha We just need to have fun and laughter. I rather not act mature and not have fun. =D

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Today IS module was shiok.. I just realise that my IS module is assessment based and no Exam! hahaha, at the end of every lesson, just do Worksheet can already. Oh man.. Now I truly understand why is it called Free A module.

People has been asking me why I feel so emo recently.. There's many reasons behind it. 1st is the Concerto in G minor for Cello duet by Vivaldi. This is my first time playing such an advanced piece. It look daunting at first.. but after a few practice. It look easier eh.. gotta train like last time when I went to MOE music camp.. take my cello to the Garden and play..It definitely sounds very different. XD


Stuff to do:
DBG pedigree
CCTA pract worksheet
Immuno Pract worksheet
MMb pract worksheet
and a 2cm stack of notes to study for common test..
Practice for the cello duet.
Gym
Oh man.. 23 minutes for 2.4km GG

LOL.. I found this video which was damn funny..

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wonder of your love

I wanted to continue to learn playing Cello. I haven even learn the 7th and thumb position. I just wanted to be a better cellist. Too bad I have no time and extra money to fork out for lessons.I need some quiet time.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

This is one of my favourite music pieces. I hope I can get to play it next time. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It was a random question.

Me:Dad, dinner?
Dad: Where?

It has been a long time since I had a proper dinner with my dad. I was really happy at that time. Though little words were exchanged during dinner. haha, I'm just like him I think.. I don't talk much when I eat.

I look at my parents today, with a new perspective today. They look aged. Wrinkles are seen on my mum's face and my dad have some white hair. I'm their only child and I see my duties to look after them when they are old. I worried that my mum might suffer from depression.. Don't ask me why

I'm lucky to be normal I think. My mum gives birth to me when she's 36 and I'm the first child. Yang told me that I'm lucky to be normal because first child at that age has quite a high chances of deformities because of mutations. Scary isn't it?

The Last Lecture reminds us that we have to make full use of the time we have. Watch the video at the previous post.

Today I read about an article that says to be happy, we have to be more 3D rather than virtual to be a happy person.Be grateful rather than grumpy. XD

Cya all! time to game. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been a long time since I update *clear Spider webs*

Well, not that I don't want to update.. but the school work load is really a lot.
Many things have happened during these period, maybe too many.. so where do I start..?

I will talk about the mice in our immunology pract. Alamak la.. they are so cute and they reminds me of my hamsters I had last time. I will take one hamster and place it on my hand and talk to him.. haha I still remember Sammy. It never bit me, ever since the day I bought him home. His eyes was full of trust and always like to cuddle in my hands.

Recently also help out choir in the shifting of equipment during their performance. LoL, I was quite blur the first time we did the whole thing..

Recently I received an email about this storybook.
http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyouvt.htm
It's about a girl, Joanna who has illness called Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder and a boy named Jacky Wu, a popular guy who wanted to help her change her behaviour before he is gone. It's really a sad and touching love story, I cried at around chapter 14 and 15.

I bought the storybook! =D
I also bought another book called Journey, which is about a mum and her daughter.

Today we dissect the fruit fly larvae! Although quite disgusting, but it's cool to what's inside the larvae, which is so small that if you squash it, it look like a puddle of ppaque liquid.. but under the microscope you see many interesting things.

Alright then.. ending here.. Tml meeting the sales rep to get my books. Woo hoo!

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been a long time since I update my blog. Well.. was busy with the NPCO graduation camp and I & E stuff..and... DotA =D

Watch this!


haha That is the committee dance we put up for the camp. Credits for NJC mass dance 2007. but Adrian made it really special.

We played with water bombs and played block catching. Damn, I was hiding in the ECH playground. I am very sure that I will not get caught. but wtf? I never hear the whistle and out of curiosity, I peeked outside. Argh, then I suay suay saw Jacqueline. Well.. nvm.. I shall find new hiding place next time. We had a disco theme for the finale night. I and yi jie(a guy and a best friend) was the best couple..Lol -_-"

For Today!

I went very late to the clubhouse to help out with the designing for the cca fiesta. However, they were not there. I walked to the bus stop and I saw them =X haha

ok, cut short. we went to beauty world to buy eat. on the way up on the escalator on the 2nd floor, Julian's orange slippers got pwned and chomped by the escalator. XD but lucky nothing happened to his feet. That's the funniest thing that happened today.
Later, we went back to convention hall to decorate the booth. I saw another person with the same slippers as Julian! XD I ask Ming Li to show her friend the chomped slippers.

DAmn! tml school reopen! T_T

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YEP's over but there's still I & E worksheet to do. haiz.. NPCO graduation camp is from 4th April to 6th April. We did some mass dance today and it was very fun. Well.. there's really not much stuff to talk about these few days.. 4 am already. gotta sleep.. =)

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So I have spent two meaningful weeks of my life in Yunnan, China. Thinking back, I really miss the village there. I miss the people, the food, scenery and of course the dog there which always know when our meal time. I miss it's sad eyes. I miss the trekking of the mountain. I miss the brushing of teeth in the morning with freezing cold water. I miss the 'Golden road' which is full of dungs. XD I miss slow and simple life there. I miss the way that we washed our hair. I miss the fun we had in the village. I'm quite ashame of myself when I see how studious the students over there at the village. Maybe that I did not suffer enough to see that study is important.
I miss the bumpy ride from village to the city. I miss the 5 hour sleeping ride. I miss the Narrowest path in Stone Forest.. maybe that shows that I'm not that fat. XD I miss the 80 cent Sing Ramen there. I miss the friends I met during the trip.

Life is full of memories and there's always an end to all good things and gatherings and what we kept in our hearts is the fun and memories. I missed the YEP trip as I watched the slide show.

Through the trip, I have met many new friends and friends became closer friends. I have seen many type of people during the trip. I have learnt many things over there. I learnt to be initiative and be adaptable, to always look on the bright side and to be flexible when it comes to solving problems.

This Yunnan YEP will leave a lasting impression in my life and it makes me realize how fortunate we are back in Singapore. Their willingness to learn has knock some sense into me. Alright.. Enough talking. here's some of the photos I like. For lots more photos.. go my friendster to see =)--> Photos Gallery.

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It has been really boring these few days.. I was really busy recently because of the preparation for yunnan yep trip and heroes and Cabal<--- -_-" ... Basically, it's really lots of stuff to prepare. 4 more days to take off, and I haven pack my bag.. =/

Tml I have to go back to school to learn about the procedures as a Quartermaster in CO. It gotta be an eventful year for me. I guess.. I will need to move on. Hahaha! Hiro's my favourite character in Heroes. Well.. Maybe I see myself in him or admired his teleportation power.

Haiz, I injured my shoulder muscles again.. I dunno how, maybe I overexerted when I was in gym.. I went to the botanic garden with my Aunt today. The garden was beautiful after the light rain. It was a performance by NAFA symphonic wind ensemble. It was nice music with green environment and light blue skies. Nice right? and oh oh... I see two swan! damn.. I wanna go close to it. They were on the opposite of the pond.. Well.. nevermind..

I'm missing my home now.. I dunno what it will be like over there..
Packing my bag now.. wow..the luggauge is damn packed.. and I tried the lip gloss. OMG it's mint flavoured and I don't like the greasy feeling on my lips.
I finally done the packing for my bag.. hurray! It's a tough feat acutally.. with the quarrel with my grandma while I pack. I just dun care about her and just pack what I need. haha.. time to sleep!

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Reply of tags =D

Wei lin: yeah, going with school, 13 march yunnan yep

laksaman:lolol.. HEARTTTTS too lol

jkai: LOL Ready for Anything! =)

wenzi: haha yup! =D

little_yellow: haha thx! =D

christina: lol.. yea right.. XD

yimmie: lol yea, like jun yuan says: ok de la, no problem. it's easy. hahaha

YH: yea, jia you jia you.

JX: lol.. add a tagboard in ur blog, then we can go tag XD

all tags replied..

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Today's the selection of the post by the ex-commitee today.. Well.. It's kind of messy.. in my opinion, when we discuss among ourselves. I'm kind of worried about it. But nonetheless.. We all are people of abilities and we can be trained. haha That's what I learn from Minds. We can learn new things and stuff =D but just that I'm worried I can't cope with all the stuff. I promised myself to work hard in year 2. 16 more hours to co practice and I still dunno what post I should apply for. I guess I will just let the ex-main Comm decides. No matter what.. I can do anything. Just like jian kai's T-shirt says : Ready for Anything lol

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Today was 37th Annual general meeting for npco. I was well.. happy to get into main commitee. Who isn't? It will be a new experience for me. Initially I thought VP would be a good position which I really wanted. A lot of things came to my mind. What does a good leader means? I was reading through an article and it makes me realize something.

The Image of Leadership - John Schoolland
A leader's a man who commands much respect, But due to the natures of all, He's only as good as the image he casts In the mirror that hangs on the wall. He usually sees what he wants, and no more, He's afraid to look deep in his soul. He doesn't consider himself as at fault, But wants others to help reach his goal.When failures arise he blames it on all Who failed to help or take part, "They never did what they were told, " he would say, "they haven't got the skill or the art."What kind of a leader are you going to be - the kind who thinks he is the best?

Or will you be one of the very few greats Who attributes success to the rest. Don't fail to look at the help you received From parents and friends all your life. They comforted you, praised you, and gave you the push to help you through trouble and strife. Another whose help you should never forget, Who gave you your life and His love, The One to whom all of our assets are known Is the One whom we pray to above. Be humble in all of your leadership traits. Thank those who have made you so tall. Be human to others, consider them too, Then smile through the glass on the wall.

taken from http://www.nwlink.com/~donclark/leader/leadchr.html

I have already got into the main commitee. Commitees to me, means people who are commited to the organization. Well, seriously speaking, I have commited to chinese orchestra since the day I was persuaded by my sec sch instructor and Ivan to stay on after felt like giving up as I couldn't play the cello properly back then.

Today yi jie was asking why I wanna be VP and not librarian. I have no idea. To learn to be a leader? Well, it isn't how we look in ourselves but how people perceive us to be leaders. LOL, sounds like social psychology isn't it? I'm not good at keeping stuff and I'm disorganized so what? haha. To be a librarian seems tough to me because from what I heard, 2nd year is packed with assignments from what I heard. But I'm lucky to have yi jie to share my burden. HAHA! We shall be the two Quartermasters. you one quarter I one quarter, 'gan qing buay shua' =D

The main commitee should be a team afterall. I guess I won't be choosing VP because I want things to be settled quickly and not letting ex-main comm to have a tough time of deciding. I hope the next batch of president and vice president will make changes for the better. XD Let's have one fun day for CO every month!

And today Eileen brought some home-baked cookies! omg.... it's so good, 2nd to Famous Amos cookie =D I still remember the cookies I baked in secondary school home econs. It was edible straight from oven but it turn rock solid after a few hours.

=X it's 2.42 am now Well, this is the time when everything quiets down and I start to think about the events today.

I went to an xi hui guan today. Today I went to return the costume and practice some new songs with notes I had a hard time to understand. (numbers with dots) -_-" bean sprouts scores are better. I wasn't myself when I'm there. Well.. Love's blind. Say no more. It's late now.. gotta go watch Achmed in youtube =D got new version liao.

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Just what is wrong with my family? I was sleeping halfway when they my grandma woke me up and ask me to write 4D for my mum. I was reluctant because I still feel no strength when grandma doesn't care and kept on shouting until I write for her. I have been telling them to quit gambling since sec 3. I see the effect of it and advice them to stop.. but do they listen? The winnings makes them blind..hundreds of dollars are gone due to it every month. When will I ever get a digital camera? I think I should buy a piggy bank. So that my grandma couldn't any how use my saving to buy any crap 4D or toto. It just waste money and where's my ang pao money.. She also uses it. When adults say : I will help you keep your ang pao money. I doesn't really trust them.

I going to yunnan for 2 weeks soon. I guess it should be a good time for me to relax and enjoy myself. I hope I can buy a china map.. and some souvenir back.. =D

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Exams over! but holidays kinda short due to YEP... Anyway, I watched Jumper today with JXST Jun Xuan straits times. lol.. That movie is cool and funny in some part.. jump here jump there jump everywhere o.0 then watch death note 1 and 2.. the storyline damn interesting. haha, L is high on sugar is Kira is very evil.

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3.31 am now... Studying cell bio.. no mood to study... I will just use my imagination to come out with the answers.. That's how I remember for Bio O lvl...What happen when u breathe in? XD I will just take a breathe in and all the answers came to my head XD easy isn't it? no need to memorise.. lolol I'm talking crap.. All the best to all the ppl studying for exam..

I shouldn't be blogging now right? tml's the exam and I'm having cold and headache.. It's so lonely during the night.. but that's why I like to study.. No noise, except the instrumental music.. My family has been telling me to sleep early and not study late.. but what can I do? The constant phone calls from my Aunt, they EVEN ask me to write 4D or Toto for them during the exam period.. wth.. dun they even understand how I feel? I reckon I never speak more than 160 words per day with my family, which is the sms limit.

Nothing's alright.. Drowning my sorrows with music.. No one seems to care.. no one to play games with me at home. Almost all my PS2 games are single-player.. I'm a single child. People say single child are fortunate because they can have all the love of his or her parents.. but both of them work.. I never had a dinner with my mum and dad together.. Dinner to me is just like solitary time. I ate my dinner anywhere.. beside my laptop or on my sofa while watching tv.. I finished the dinner quickly.. I don't want to dwell long in that time alone.

Today a provision uncle talked to me, He asked "Buy dinner?" I said yeah.. He replied "Food that you cook yourself taste best" That really carry truth in it.. I like the fried rice that I cook, I wish my grandma would teach me how to cook.. I wanna try cooking spaghetti next time.. I seriously miss home-cooked meal..I miss the stewed chicken, the steamed fish that my grandma used to cook.. I wish someone will cook for me next time..

I read a joke some time earlier..
Wife : Do you want dinner?
Husband: What are my choices?
Wife: Yes or No.

lol..the husband no choice liao XD

As years went past, events has taught me and shaped my character..I used to be demanding.. I want this and that.. and my parents would try their best to get me that. But now I only buy what's required.. I'm 18 years old now.. It's time to get my life in control.

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...................nothing to post...........
What am I doing now? I should be studying now and not think about her..Damn.. I cried for her again...
My heart is in pieces.. heartbroken.. down with a cold during exam period.. what could be worse..
I don't feel like talking to anyone..

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Today stats paper is just irritating.. I made a very careless mistake in the regression question.. nvm.. it's over..

I dun have the mood to study now.. I lost my appetite as well.. ah... I just don't know what to say.. Just let me bury my sorrow with study.. Some things are best left unspoken..

Perhaps you have already like someone.. But my heart is still with you.. I wish you happiness..

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Tell me I'm bored...

You Belong in Fall

Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you

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LOL World's shortest personality test.. o.0

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

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lol.. Exams are coming.. destress by doing quizzes XD

How You Live Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

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Woooooo...

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Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

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zzzZZ I'm just bored and did some quiz I saw at Kahkay's blog.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

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I don't know what to post... exams are coming real fast..

I miss you, Simone..

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I cried reading this: Taken from www.loviinggonlyyyouu.blogspot.com/ Feb 06 post by shu yun

Her post is about her grandfather.

I'm very close to my grandma.. What will I do without her.. My tears flowed down my cheeks as I read it. My grandmother took care of me since I was young.. I have shouted at her several times when she sides my cousin and now I have regretted it.. She is still healthy and living together with my family. I'm closer to her than my parents.. I couldn't imagine life without her.. It's 3 am now.. Earlier on, she told me to sleep early.. but I didn't listen to her. She bought dinner for me whenever I'm stuck to the laptop and help me refill my water.. I'm really grateful for that. I miss her homemade meal..She doesn't want to cook as it is tiring for her. When will be the next time I have homemade meal again?

Now I want to spend some time with her by going out to tiong with her on every weekend to have dinner..She can't walk fast but I didn't mind it. I would just walk slowly with her. A bunch of teenagers walked behind my grandma when we were are the mrt walkway. I heard them saying: 'wah lau, so slow'. Can't they think about when they are old and weak next time, people call them the same thing, how would they feel?

I hold my grandma's wrinkled hand and cross the road, I feel the warmth in her hand for she has guided me through my life. I get into fights and bully people when I was in primary school. Even though I was in the wrong, she would argued until it's not my fault..She ask me to changed and I heeded her advice.. Even in secondary school 1, she would bring medicine to the school when I'm sick and wait for me in the canteen. Each time I would feel ashamed and be laughed by my classmate.. Like yi jie<--- Thinking back. I was silly. What I see now is a caring grandma hoping that her grandson will get well soon. Whenever I got punished by my dad, you would protect me and scold him back. I still remembers once you used umbrella to hit my dad when he punished me.

Grandma, even though you can't read, I just wanna say I love you. I want you to watch me grow up.

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I dunno what got into me these days.. I wanna go back to those days where I used to have carefree life, just like when I was a kid, even climbing up the stairs seems so fun. I'm expected to be sensible and matured at the age of 18. I will not give up. I must have more courage in me.

The Lunar New Year seems short to me.. Slowly, people are returning to their normal daily life... The same feeling when I went to bugis alone last time to do the essay.. I feel the loneliness and silence. I don't know why adults like to buy 4D and toto all the stuff.. The reasons they often gave is to buy a hope. I just can't stand it when they just waste money just like that. Why do people drink, gamble and smoke? It not only harm themselves but their families too.. I have made a life promise to myself that I will not smoke, gamble and drink. Well, maybe count Wine out for special ocasion..

Will you be my valentine? Simone, I love you..

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Halfway to Liberation.. and the day is closing in..Today I have a strong sense of motivation to do what I want to do. I can't believe that I sweep the floor of the living room ,my parents and my room.. That's a miracle..

Yesterday I celebrate my birthday with my parents and my grandma at 12 am! LOL.. It's a blackforest cake with (blueberry or prune) fillings. I can't tell the difference.



The Cake without name, cuz I ate it before I remember to take photo of it. XD



Me and my family.

Now come poly have Birthday Bash.. o.0 18 light punches haha.. Thx to everyone today. =) and CNY is coming.. hong bao hong bao use to buy a new wallet..

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I'm worried that she likes someone else le.. =X I said I should not think about her until after exam but I can't..I wonder what will her reply be when I tell her.. I feel that I'm not good enough for her.. I dun really have the mood the study now.. argh crap.. tml got two test.. just hope that I dun flunk them.. Why is it so difficult to like someone.. Fate likes to play with people's destiny.. Where's my true love? Higher hope will end up in more pain..

Love Hurts..

I feel so lonely during the weekends. My parents are out at work, left with me and my grandma.. Sometimes she went to yishun to visit my cousin. And I'm left alone at home.. Why didn't I have a sibling.. at least there's someone to share my problems and worries.. people say that single child can have all the care from the parents.. as in care? or just fulfilling material needs and comfort.. I'm willing to save more money if they can just spend them more time with me.. 2 more days to my birthday.. 18 years old.. As years gone by, I feel that my birthday are becoming less important. It seem just like a normal day to me..nothing special on that day.. I can't even remember what happened last year during my birthday.. Thx christina and simone for the sweets.. even though it's sour on the outside but it's sweet on the inside.. I know how to counter it liao.. XD just keep chewing..

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I went back to sec sch co today.. wow.. a lot of new members in cello too.. XD, after that, Me yi jie yong huang and qi you went tiong.. I went there to buy some blank cds while they are eating. I'm creating a compilation CD for her. Next, they went to play maple la.. -_- I went to cut my hair in the meanwhile.. =D

Next, I study study.. boring boring part.. skip

I went to an xi at such an early time.. and continue study a bit there.. today's a bit.. I dunno how to describe it.. ok... back to project.. I dun really have the mood to study...

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I seriously don't like how my mums think.. She's really an negative person.. and I cannot talk to her much.. Why make up a big fuss for just collecting a rental? I said I can't go because I need to study for practical tests and quiz and need to complete a project.. and she just not happy with it.. She doesn't seems to care about my upcoming exam and the stress I'm facing now..

My vampiric flu is slightly much better now but sore throat has worsen.. I felt like fainting today.. I feel that my brain is warm inside.. just like a overheated laptop.. XD I wanna sleep long hours.. just like during the holidays..

Argh.. I need a haircut as my hair is touching my eyelashes and it's damn irritating and itchy..

Today during lunchtime, all the 6 boys from 1M01 gather at atrium to eat butter rice! XD like reunion like that.. too bad 3 of us going for blt next year.. I will miss the joy and the fun times we have..haha.. at kai deng's house.. I said Rock and Roll in chinese meaning shake ur body then roll on the floor.. ok, that's a bit lame..

The Sky is blue today..Will it be the same tomorrow?

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I cried today.. I just have the sudden urge to cry because of stress and her. It's has been a long time since I cried.. Most of the time I would keep the feelings to myself. I cried before when my parents were quarrelling.. When my grandmother doesn't let me have my own choice.. When rejected by people.. Who says guys doesn't have emotion.. They just hide it..

Haha, I remember I was a cry baby when I was young.. I would cry to get what I want, just like power rangers and stuff.. No more of such stuff.. I guessed I have changed a lot since then.. I have more patience and well-tempered compared to last time.. I have goals in life..

Today was horrible.. Down with a serious cold which I call it 'Vampiric Flu'.. I got headache, runny nose, tired eyes and sore throat.. Somemore today got infotech test.. The MCQ, like they said.. came from the quiz we did before.. and the section B and C can be done with crapping.. After that is biostats.. wah lau eh.. ANOVA si bei fun right? One question can use up one whole page.. XD argh.. I'm going to do my oc tutorials.. good night..

10 Days and counting..

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Today evening, I went out with my grandma to tiong bahru plaza.. a place that I often go during my secondary school days with friends.. we went there to have our dinner..

We lean at the railings and watch the show put up by the plaza management.. The singer was singing chinese oldies.. haha and my grandma hums with the song..I looked at her and I suddenly thought of what would happen if she's gone.. My tears nearly dropped but I control my emotion.. To me, I think I'm closer to my grandma than to my parents.. She take care of me since I was a child. haha and the reason of me being 'big' is because she fed me a lot.. Need to exercise!

After that I went to buy a doraemon.. XD My grandma says the doraemon is cute... lol..

Argh.. Next week got 4 test together... Stress seh.. haiz.. no hope of getting AD liao.. I need an average gpa of 3.7 and above to enter local uni.. Year 2 have to work double hard.. I realise that university fees are so expensive..

Chinese Lunar New year is coming... got hong baos to collect.. but really no mood for it.. cause exam is on just about a week about the festival.. Why does my school's exam be placed near CNY... Feb 22 is Liberation Day!

Update again after exam.. =)

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Works piling up,projects deadlines nearing in and practical tests and quiz all crammed up together.. I need a break.... A good rest perhaps..

Today is the Qing Gong Yan.. or just call it buffet at the Pasir Ris Holiday Camp (Where the hell is that place?) I don't really have the mood to go.. but just go lor.. relax a bit.. T_T

My school now also have implement new revolution for year 2008.. XD
1.Use less water. (Taps last time flow like waterfall, now it's like river)
2.Make library a better place by giving free paper.. (warning notices)damn.. I got it for bubble tea..I just threw the warning notice away..(waste paper) It's like a lot of ppl doing the same thing..

I still like the first semester..except maths.. =P

Sian.. my ah ma just wake up.. ok.. gtg... update again sometime later..

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Plucking Section with Doraemon!





Cello and Bass people! XD



NPCO concert 2008 was a SUCCESS! The concert hall was like 3/4 filled, that is the first time I see so many audience..Overall was ok, except some mistakes.. haha, who doesn't make mistakes? I need to change my cello strings.. I have been using it since sec 3.. now it has a metallic sound.. My favourite song for the public performance is A Town where you can see the Ocean. It's really nice. A big thank you for the people who came down to support.. they include my relatives, my dad and grand ma, people from an xi hui guan and OSSCO ppl and the public =).. The performance ended at 10pm..lol, like overtime. =D Jun Xuan, Terence, Sooria and Yee Xuan was there. haha, terence is there for the wrong purpose! XD jkjk..

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Last Sunday.. 6 Jan

I went out with the Wen Xi, Chrispin, Kai Lun, Yan Po, Ting Zien and his gf. lol, all the cello ppl. We went to synwin to buy cello strings. After that to Gramercy to take a look. Gramercy to me is like can see cannot touch, unless you have $ argh.. I bought an Jargar A string for $27 T_T Quite Ex to me.. Nvm, Work during holidays to earn enough money to buy a set of strings I hope. =D

Tml's the BLT interview.. Argh.. I guess I will stay in BMS. I enjoy my freedom. XD

I'm starting to feel the stress, Heaps of work piling up but can't really find the time to do it.. I felt that I'm lagging behind.. I guess after PP, I will take a good rest and try to catch up on my modules before I go back to practice..

Time to sleep, update again next time =)

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Woo hoo! Went to SPCO concert today with my seniors and friend. The whole performance.. was not bad actually. While the seniors and all the other sit around the top, I and Yi Jie went to sit in the 2nd row so we can see closely. Even though we sat right at the front, I dozes off during the erhu solo.. The song is nice, just a little too long.. For the cello, the Canon in D.. eh.. nvm..

After everything, the whole "bunch" of us went to vivo to eat Carl's Junior.. omg la.. I left with $4 eat what shit.. But lucky no money, otherwise I dunno how to burn off the calories of the burger at 11 pm.. Jian zhou offered to lend me money but I said no in the end. Well I ate some of yong huang's fries and his infinity drinks.

I managed to catch the last train home while others take the alternative method to get home.*up to your imagination* Argh shit.. I'm hungry now at 2.30am.. I shall grab something to eat and ZzzzZZZZZZzz.... Update again soon =)

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It's 2nd day of new year.. I have been thinking a lot for this few days.. but I can't seem to talk about it. I think that loving someone is to he or her be happy by letting them free. Alamak, pai seh sia, my ex-tuition teacher ask me if I have girlfriend liao. -_-" I said no. lol and my cousin also ask me to tell her when I have a girlfriend. Well, Maybe a long time after? I don't even have enough time for studies and cca.

Let me talk about the countdown party cum birthday party. About 20 plus of my secondary school classmate gather at Kahkay's house to celebrate wei ling's and wei kiat's birthday. when we reached her house, The mahjong ppl rush to get the table and book space liao.. lol. we have hor fun and some other dishes for dinner. Argh.. the fireworks are being blocked by another hdb.. After everything, I went to Yishun with Yi Jie to watch the movie marathon at Terence's church. after watching 1 movie, me, terence, jun xuan and yi jie played dota. XD dota on the first day of new year.

On the way home, I overslept on the bus so I took mrt from tiong back to outram.. and I slept all the way from 11 am to 7pm.. There's one new game call Manga Fighter.. I think it's quite fun =)

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A Brand New Year is coming! I'm excited about it. I have got so much things to do in such a little time.. Well.. Happy New Year Eve =)

I'm now at Terence house. lol stayed over at his house to do project and play dota.. haha, mostly dota. This is my first time staying over at someone's else house.. lol, JX is sleeping and doing choir practice now... He's a tenor I think. =D Hougang is quite a nice place to live in. but I love my house more cuz it's more convenient in terms of transport and stuff even though my house is a lot more messy..

We did a video for the creative presentation for OChem and Cell bio..Laughable rating: Confirm will laugh.. XD ok.. gotta sleep.. It's late.. Please come to NPCO concert Jan 13 sunday 7.30pm to support me. thx... =D

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The Stress

I hate my grandma.. If I don't what she wants, she just curse me.. that apply to even packing my stuff for a camp.. A simple packing of stuff took me 1 hour because I and my grandma quarrel what I want to bring and what She wants me TO bring.. There's no peace in my house..even if it is 2 am now. She doesn't care and just scold loudly.. I really wish that the police come and visit our house.

I went to cycle today.. on a flattened tyre.. I didn't cycle for quite a long time and the gas are all gone.. so I actually wanted to go to a petrol station to pump it up. To my shock.. It has closed down.. A bit disappointed though.. After that I went exploring around Shenton way.

I shall sleep now.. CO camp tml..

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Merry Christmas everyone!This is the Christmas tree I saw at Central.

Many people celebrate Christmas for many reason.. Some celebrate it for the birth of Jesus, some celebrate christmas because he or she was hoping Santa will come by and give a present..Some celebrate it because it is a holiday... XD I didn't feel anything special this Christmas.. Perhaps I didn't went to Orchard this year.. haha.. my parents are still watching tv at this time.. I feel the loneliness in this Christmas... LOL this is not EMO ah... It's just lonely and nothing to do at home..I tried asking someone out.. Well.. she's not free..haiz.. One-sided doesn't works right? I shall not talk about it.

I shall cycle to Singapore River today.. when I'm stressed or feeling lonely, I will cycle there to gather my thoughts, listen to music as I watch the river flow by. Although it is a bit dirty..I still enjoy the solitude there.

It's a lonely and a quiet Christmas for me. My parents aren't really celebrating it, there's only exchange of greetings.. Santa Santa.. where are you? I have been a good boy this year. Can I have a present? Just any present will do.. Well.. no one's coming.. I have lost my faith in Santa..

Anyway.. CO training camp is coming.. I will be away from 26 to 28 dec.. Should I bring my laptop or should I not? Yi jie is brining laptop there to dota.. -_-" I wanna play too, but it really pointless to bring.. bring there to use just for a few hour? Alamak.. It will be very bored if I dun bring something there to play...

I don't have a digital camera, a external hard disk, a PSP, a chance to continue learning cello, a PS3, a proper desktop, a proper bed. Well, I'm still happy with my life. All these are my wants.. XD

It has been a fulfilling year for me this year. I got into the course I wanted, made some great new friends, have more freedom and have great teachers. except one? lol, my classmates will know who I am referring to. My New Year revolution.. Slim Down? XD I need motivation..

It's close to 4 am now.. I better sleep.. Merry Christmas.. May the Snow be with you.. =0

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I have realized one thing today. The reasons for me to join Chinese Orchestra. I have join the Chinese Orchestra ever since Sec 1 back in Outram Sec. That is where I started to learn to play Cello. My reason for playing cello at first was because I think it's cool... XD which is really cool LOL.. In sec 1, I was really blur because I have 'touch' the instrument for the first time.There was lots of fingering and notes to remember. I wanted to give up learning it and quiting the CO because the Music I play really sux.. I even asked my mum to talk to the conductor. It was Ivan Tay, the Flutist(Spelt correctly?) who talked to my mum and me and persuaded me to stay. Haha, I'm glad that I stayed on and I have slowly began to love my cello. I began to appreciate the sound that is produced from it. A vibrant mellow voice..I took up lesson from Li hua during mid year of sec 3 until o lvl prelim.. I really learnt a lot from her. Although I stopped learning from her, I feel that there's much more for my to learn and commitment to fulfill if I want to be a accomplished cellist(Still a long way to go).

Another reason is the people in chinese orchestra.. Full of jokes, nonsense and lameness.. XD and that really brightens up my day..I feel a sense of closeness with them, even though we all were from different walks of life.(lol.. walks of life sounds like exaggerated) We are just like family. I guess the music intertwine our feelings together.

HAHA! My Grandma found my childhood toy! Mighty Morphin Power Rangers


It really does bring back some memories. I remember in primary school, I would watch power ranger before I go to school. XD and in school, my classmates would talk about how cool it is.. haha, but now, as a young guy aged 17. All I can see if funny action and repeated standard explosion..haha, I realized that the explosion always bomb behind the enemies or power rangers.. XD It has never changed since the first kind of power ranger but I'm sure the original of power ranger is the best. Jun xuan will agree right? =X

I have edited some of the previous post, about the movie outing. =)

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Two days before, I went to watch a CO performance by Raffles Institute. It is to pay tribute to the late Mr Yeo Puay Hian. Although I do not know much about him, I know the songs he composed is nice. What I heard from my friends and the RICO emcee is that he's a great musician and a mentor.. To my surprise, I saw my ex-teacher who teaches me cello. She sang the song "Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin". She cried while singing it. I feel kind of sad too.

Well.. Let's talk about today. I went for a tour in NUH with my coursemates..They seniors there bring us to walk around and see what are the staff doing.. I'm still not sure if I wanna go BLT or stay in BMS. What I heard from my senior is that BLT, the pace of learning is much more on urself and have to do more self-study.. and the timing is longer and we will learn more on practical stuff like operating the machines.. whereas BMS is more on research. Dr Ho advised me to take up BLT, but I want to follow my heart which is research. If I have the ability to be a doctor, I would..not for the money but for the people. I heard from a friend and she said "Most of the Hwa Chong or RJC ppl going to be doctor". I do feel kind of discouraged from it. Is it only the Smartest ppl going to be doctor? haha, most likely, but not all. I have once seen an article that talk about the selection of doctor in an interview. A scholar with straight As lost the place as a medical student to another person with 2A, 1B and 1 C. I guess character and chance do play a role in your life.

Argh.. I think I will prepare a list of questions to ask during the interview. I can't make up my mind. I need my sleep. -_-

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This is the song that NPCO is going to play.. A very nice song. =)

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Woohoo... Common test is finally over, watched Alvin and the Chipmunks today at vivo with JX, Terence, Sooria and Yew Jia. haha the Chipmunks are damn cute, I like the Theodore best. XD before the movie, all the guys went to eat Carl's junior, of course Good food comes with a higher price tag. haha, I'm the only who who bought only the sandwich.. Luckily I didn't buy. cuz 2 pack of fries equal to 1 tray of fries. =P but my favourite fries gotta be Long john silver.
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The next movie I want to watch is the Warlords. hmm I think it will be a good movie? Today's Organic chem paper format was like wtf? MCQ, fill in the blanks and True or False. XD study until so much, thinking that the paper would be tough. I now know that I got 1 wrong because of the meta thingy. nvm I will just get 1 mark less than Terence. LOL.. Gotta go.. play games =)

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XD and I made a cool drawing using Almond Paste and sesame paste. A smiley!

It's late into the night now... I see that many ppl are still online. I guess many of us are mugging for common test. I have read finish all my lecture notes but not yet with the extra notes... At this times, as I always do, I think of the things that have happened in the past.haha, today my dad found my secondary 2 Chinese compo book. It's old, crumpled and full of red marks. The scores are really disappointing. lol.. average mark is 23~24/50. haha now you know how bad I am at writing chinese compo. Just now.. which is at 7.30 on 8 dec.. I went to a gathering to celebrate the success of our co performance. There was really lots of food. In one of the conversation. It made me realise that the world is quite a realistic world. I dun wanna talk about it.WOW.. that Golden Horse Award programme like lasted about 3 to 4 hours which is damn long la.. I'm pretty excited about the PP training camp that's coming up soon after the CT even though it is just train and train and train. January 13 is NPCO's public performance at Singapore Conference Hall. LOL, please come and support! The ticket price is $10 which is not really expensive right? XD

The golden horse award show finally ended.. Woo hoo.. The Warlords will start its screening on 13 dec. I want to watch with my dad. LOL I think he hasn't been to the cinema for many years?

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A personality test! here's the web : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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I can't really find the time to update, so I decided to find a video. This is one of my favourite songs. =D nice lyrics, nice singing. Perfect

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I'm starting to feel the stress now.. Common tests are coming, PP is coming, Projects deadline are nearing. I felt that I am lacking behind. I shall keep all distraction at bay now. I must aim for the holiday! XD which is in 1 month time. woohoo..

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Yo-Yo Ma is my idol! He inspired me to play cello. lol, nevermind about the ending part

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I have so much to learn. I wanna learn about stock trading, Inline skating, learn about the different cultures all over the world, learn how to make veggies delicious. XD learn how to be independent, learn how to do laundry, learn how to cook, learn how to resist playing DotA!, learn how to save money for the future, learn how to manage a business, learn to sleep early. Learn how to canoe, learn not to waste time and get things done. LOL, like the everyone say, Lifelong Learners is good..... =D

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It has been a busy week for me..Doing projects and tutorials while balancing it with a bit of DotA.. lol.. I have been hardworking so far but the question is, will I see the good results? Talking about comtoolkit, I felt kind of weird because I had not touched EngRish since O level. English is an important part in education.Even for next time when I'm writing research papers or possible even writing books need good English, Who would buy or understand what you wrote when you can't get your ideas across clearly? For my course, I have many field of science to choose to work in. Stem Cells, Cancer research, Microbiology, Clinical trials. Now, there might be a new science that's coming up next. The SynBio which stands for Synthetic Biology. I heard they say what they are trying to achieve is to build an organism from scratch with just laboratory chemicals. Well, I guess there's still a long way to achieve this feat. Enough of the science thingy, Today I went to ICA to renew my passport cuz going to Yunnan for the community project. Woohoo! I think I will learn some important lesson in life there. Then I went to Bugis to return library books. I remember I once went to Bugis there to write an English Essay. I went alone from 12 pm to 8 pm when almost all the shops has closed for the day. haha, I was feeling 'emotional' that day. As in trying to put myself in other peoples' shoes. Oh yea, I were to write the essay in the perspective of a foreigner coming to Bugis for the first time. I did fairly well and was commented by the teacher. I was really happy because my effort did pay off. LOL signing off now, cuz Terence say DotA!

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Oh my, Processed fast foods are just disgusting..

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The first two weeks of school seems kind of slow to me.. Maybe the lecturer went too fast during the 1st semester compared to the 2nd semester. Anyway, this way is better than being blur. Now I'm sitting on my sofa, looking out to the grey-blue skies outside my house while listening to FM96.3. I started to think about the future. Will I get good results from the efforts I put in? Should I go into BLT? Will I work in BioPolis? People around me are having boyfriend and girlfriend now.. I do like someone but I'm not going to approach her as I want to concentrate on my studies now. Anyway, I will be rejected. So, why try? I'm myself with I'm with friends and families, but in front of someone I like, I will shy and feel uncomfortable. She is so near yet so far. The worse thing is when I have decided not to tell her, the more my classmates want to hint her. Let's not talk about this. I wanted to go for the overseas community service in Yunnan! But I guess I do not have enough money for it.. It's kind of pity when I want to help people but doesn't have the means to. My initial dream was to be a stocktrader or an accountant who can earn lots of money but now I wanted to be a science researcher because of my uncle. My uncle died of lung cancer when I was in secondary 2. He's the uncle whom I am close to. The day he died, I have an strong inspiration that direct me to save people from cancer and dieases. From that day onwards, I have a clear goal of where I am heading and I have taken the first step. I am really grateful for the two biology teacher that have help me along the way. One is Mr Wong from OSS and a tution teacher named Adrian, he is also currently in the biomedical sector and teaching as well.

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I have a strong motivation to study. I do not know why. Maybe It is for my future, Or I still didn't forget my goal of saving people's live. I want to be a good scientist who devised way to fight Superbugs, an accomplished cellist in the future. I still have a long way to go. I shall not fret but to move on and learn all the things I can.

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School's In, Holiday's Out! I'm really happy that school finally started.. but just the part of paying for the lecture notes and textbooks is not something I like. Lol, 2 days spent like $60 plus.. Haha, and all the those who wan me to exercise, I will! XD just not sure about the veggies.. ok then, signing off and studying.. lolol

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My Cca NPCO has a camp on 28th Sept to 1st Oct. Wow, It was really fun and I enjoy myself throughout the whole camp and the activities. Best of all, I feel that I have know each other better and bond closer. Alright, Let me tell you how the camp is like.

1st day: We arrived at the school at 1pm to load up all the instrument on a small lorry.. The Punggol Point Holiday Camp is more than I expected. The room is Air-conditioned some more.. That's Great! After that, we slack for quite a long time and practiced the songs for Guan Mo Hui. We then went to Hougang Mall to have our lunch and do some shopping. haha, many of us exchanged slippers with each other. LOL the First night is always the hardest night to sleep..And when there are people chatting and shaking the double deck bed. =P

2nd Day:I went to grab a bread and went straight to practice. Soon, the buffet came.. I felt really full after eating all that but it is nice..After that we have Guan Mo Hui, but Cello and Bass section wasn't really ready for it. Well, we didn't play. I feel that it is more like a normal combined practice to me..After that.. It was free and easy.. We played some games like volleyball, Captain ball, Candlelight Soccer and flour game.. LOL, there are 2 things that I can't forget during the 2nd night. Yang fell and someone's butt landed on her face.. and when Yang is tossing dough around, the dough flew up and landed on her head. Some of us went to watch Stars at around 2 am. I really like observing the Stars and Moon.. but I don't like to know much of the technical terms.. I was feeding the mosquito during star-gazing. So I went back to sleep soon.

3rd Day: ARGH! I was in shocked when I woke up to see my right leg to be so colourful.. I try washing it off.. but it just couldn't go away.. Anyway it doesn't look that bad. =D We have decided to go for night cycling today.. Yeah! It has been long since I have night cycling. We pack our belongings and instrument and we left for East Coast Park. We went to the Yellow Lighthouse to have briefing, played some games and soon we left for Changi village. We have a few pit stop in between to rest and drink some water. When we were there, of course we see some 'Ah Gua' or what u call Trans.. Some of us ate supper and me too. I feel like vomitting after the meal. After that we went to OCH. From the view outside, It does really deter you from going in.. But I think it's ok. A total of 8 of us went in and Kai Lun lead the way. There were many shattered glass on the ground and yeah, I stepped on a few of them. Overall, I think it was ok.. I didn't bring any Amulet along. Well, I'm a free Thinker. After that, we started to ride back to East Coast.Argh.. I got a cramp because I was losing too much salt and didn't replenish.. but anyway I recovered from it.. I love the Light Blue Sky in the morning. It is really soothing and calming to me. Although our butts do hurts, It's ok! XD After everything ends, the worse have come, transporting of the Instruments back to school. It was pure torture.. But anyway, we did it. Special Thanks to Andy, Kai Lun and Yang, They were really hardworking. But most importantly, Everyone have done a great job. XD

Here comes the best part: After we break camp, my bag have wheels.. so I just drag it along. XD all other people have to carry. =P

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Hey hey, I have reach my short term goal, I did fairly well for my exam.. but it's kind of disappointing for my maths given the efforts I put in for the final exam. And no AD! Wah Lau.. it's like so hard to get AD.. we shall see next semester.

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I have been playin games these few days.. the same cycle continues.. Wake up, Play, Eat, Sleep.. It's real tiring.. I wan to go out and exercise..but no one is with me.. I'm quite lonely now.. haiz.. Logging off now.. having a cold now.

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I went cycling with my dad on Sunday the 26th. haha, actually is I asked him to help me ride my bicycle while I used his bike and to go to the petrol station to pump air into the tyres..I can't ride mine cuz it is close to deflated and I am quite HeavY.. =P After that, we went cycling around Tanjour Pagar and we ate at a roti prata shop. Oh man.. the food just sux.. not going back there again. I come to think of the past how my dad was like. I still remember last time when I was young and still living at Bukit Batok, I saw my dad going to work and I cried, keep pulling on to his long pants. well. and I keep wailing at the door when my dad left for work. haha, kinda funny when I think back. Now I do see more of my dad at home as he work in the morning to evening. I sometime do watch HBO or Star movie channel with him during the night cuz that is the time I spent most with my dad. =D

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Lol.. exam's ended on 21st August but I didn't blog until now. Well, cuz I have been busy lately.. playing PS2 game called .Hack//G.U. It is a really cool game. Today was a class gathering for Sec 1/8 and 2/8. haha, we get to chat about what we are doing now and I'm glad that everyone are fine. Hey.. On the 28 of August 2007 at 5.30pm we can see the Lunar Eclipse! Must Watch! It's at www.discoverchannelasia.com/eclipse

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haha.. after Microbio liao.. I felt so happy because the paper I feared most is over.. I should be studying IPC now.. but well.. I just find the sudden interest to write something on my blog. I feel that studying and rushing for exam doesn't makes you remember well. only if u takes time out to read it at a leisure pace and understand the concept behind it. Haha,that's what I didn't do. LOL, I'm going to study Mbio textbook during the holidays.. 1 more day to holiday!

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You Are Chinese Food

Exotic yet ordinary. People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.

o.0 I am a Chinese. lol

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Create your own Friend Test here

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Woo Hoo! Newspaper collection! I went with Jun Xuan and Evelina to collect newspaper at Jurong West. LOL, one of the household is where Evelina lives. =D During the collection, we like 1/2 sian because our group lack of 1 member.. but nonetheless we collected more newspaper than a few other larger groups.Lucky us XD The collection was damn tiring because I had gym with my classmates on 13 july and i gym for 3 hour plus. Halfway, we stood outside Evelina house and eat 'something' <-- Guess and she helped us to refill water. Thx a lot..Otherwise I will melt. We saw a malay wedding near our collection block and it looks very grand.

Signing off
Koon Kit a.k.a Roven

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Woohoo... I got 3 A, 1 B! damm maths.. 2 more marks to A.. Well, there are many ppl in my course who have better results than me.. Anyway, I did my best. =) Oh.. CanDo Campaign was quite fun and I have made a few new friends. I am kind of excited for this coming thursday. Once again, ending here. And today is 07/07/07! Live Earth concert!

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Today is the first day of CO(chinese orchestra) camp and I'm having fun. Going East Coast tml to do some amazing race I think.. LOL, lots of the senior guys bought laptop to play dota at night.. We play Candlelight Soccer today.. XD, we each have a candle in a cup and our target is to use our candle to burn the other team Raffa string. haha, Strategy is the way to win the game.

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Yesterday at East Coast Park, my class really have a budget bbq outing, only have sausages and chicken wings. XD Nonetheless, I and my class have a good time. For this bbq, we have to thx Henry, Sooria and Kai Deng who help us buy the food and drinks. Kai Deng's Mum also! She helps to marinate the chicken wings for us.. For the BBQ, we have our Master Chefs. Jun Xuan, Sooria and me. lol, I think I'm not bad at bbqing marsh mellow. =D $6 rental for bike full day also not bad sia.. =p Dun come and whack me.

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Just for laughs.But Gymnastic girl who fell and land on her neck.. is not funny at all.

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Oh man.. I'm having a very bad cold today, I had been sneezing almost non-stop since today morning. Hope it will go away by tomorrow.. However, my laptop's USB and projector projector problem is solved finally. It is an OS problem and the technician help my to change my harddrive. woo hoo. *Open Champagne celebrates*

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Oh man.. I can't believe I'm reading lecture 5 notes on microbio before the lecture. Well, I think I need to work harder now to achieve my goal in doing well in this course. I can't let my distractions(game) make me *lag* behind and die die also must say I love Microbiology and Physiology. And yeah, my cca chinese orchestra is going to have a music camp during school break! That will be fun. =D

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Argh.. I didn't really study for it. I think I have about 3 to 4 wrong already.. Well, I have to start revising now.. =)

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Hooray.. Finally I get to post my first blog. Recently blogspot was down for maintenance and finally its ok now. Everyone, welcome to my undecorated blog. Thank you =)

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Koon Kit

likes: New Age music, CS, Cycling, Cello, NPCO, EOM, Life Science. still looking for the one in my life.


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