You may be overwhelmed by what others have to say to you now, yet your real desire is to have a bit of time to yourself. Unfortunately, you might not be able to escape the social requirements that others place upon you. Don't waste too much energy resisting, for the highly spirited conversations you have today could teach you something important about your core values.
I could trust her.. As for others.. I couldn't..as in completely.. A year to build trust and a second to break it..
need
a
break.. free from the fast-paced life and have time of my own.. why are we running the rat race? Even if we know we are running the rat race, few would stop because if we do stop, it's tough to survive in this reality world.
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, 18 July 2008 @7/18/2008 12:30:00 AM
I learnt about something today from a friend.. it's the 5 love of languages. It's how you show your love to others.
Act of services Touch Words of encouragement Giving Present Spending time together
Well.. I think my choice are spending time together and act of services..and my friend is spending time together and touch. She told me that show hug her parents often to show them love..
For me.. I seldom do that..it's like only when I was a kid and one time during secondary school. Because I dunno.. it just feel weird? I like to hug my stuffed toy dog when I was in primary and secondary, because I feel that it's like alive.. I like to talk to my pet hamsters last time.. When I do that, they would just look at me and like listen to me do story-telling =D their eyes were full of curiosity..
For at least I could trust them.. Now, I can't really trust anyone except for my family and some friends.. Because I think I trust people depend on how well they keep secrets..
okie ba.. gotta sleep.. =)
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, 16 July 2008 @7/16/2008 11:41:00 PM
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.
Argh..! wasted, I forgot to take photo of the 8 x4 cm crab pincer! My cousin got his bonus and treat his family, aunt and me to seafood restaurant.
That was the first time I ever seen such big pincer.. Thx Jeric! =D
Today lab was fun.. we digged our nose.. =/ to plate on the blood agar..after presentation, we have 4 hours break.. We went to project room to watch movie while I read about photography =D I just love taking landscapes and scenery pictures.. with my handphone.. well, I don't have a digital camera.
Garner the Courage
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, 13 July 2008 @7/13/2008 12:00:00 AM
Today sentosa outing was fun! =D Even though only a few of the year 1 came for the outing because the commitee and the year 3 were high themselves..
Well, I didn't went into the sea because my mum doesn't want me to.. and yeah.. some people just don't understand but some do.. Well, it's Trust.
I told her that I won't swim. and I have mild asthma, so I try not to expose to high salt content stuff, I once coughed like crazy when my grandma told me to drink salt water after eating durian.
Haha, we went on to play volleyball, frisbee and captain ball. We buried jian long and sculp a muscle body, and a cone-shaped stuff for him =D. While they were at the sea playing ball throwing, I played frisbee with kai lun.. haha, we have some pretty well coordination with each other. we pass to each other while walking.
Jian kai got bored and sculp Master Panda! LOL.. Well.. next time I go to sentosa again, I must try the Luge, it seems so fun.
After that, we had dinner at harbour front foodcourt, the Mee goreng was nice, because there's no dou kay(bean sprout).. while we were having dinner, andy violet and jian kai went to buy birthday cake for wan hua. They planning a surprise for her =D
Next, it's time to take photos! =D Photos below.. well.. Here it is..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, 12 July 2008 @7/12/2008 01:25:00 AM
Today I went cycling with my dad and well.. we also went to the elderly corner to exercise.. Argh.. I still can't do one pull-up, it's really quite frustrating after trying for so much time and still can't do it.. I need to lose weight.. argh.. my dad did 2 pull-up.. -_-"
haha, just now he accidentally drop the chocolate he's eating in his mouth into the dustbin.. lolol
Haiz.. I need time.. I need a break..
I borrowed a movie call House of Flying Dagger(Shi Mian Mai Fu) and 2 piano cd from the library.. I wanna watch the movie.. But I don't have time of my own and shit.. I need to return the cd by tml morning.. wth -_-
Sat: NPCO outing Sun: Beautiful Sunday concert and dinner with aunt and cousin. =D Jeric treat! hahaha Monday: mmb pbl, do ccta worksheet, study ccta tuesday: Concerto and cca.. Wednesday: ccta pract
I prefer to do things my way. I do not like being controlled. That's the reason why I come to poly. so yeah..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, 6 July 2008 @7/06/2008 10:16:00 PM
If tomorrow never comes....................................... Terence show me a youtube video of that song.. so I think I will list down what I would do if tomorrow never comes..
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping Shes lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart
(chorus)
If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That shes my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes cause Ive lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
*chorus*
So tell that someone that you love Just what you're thinking of If tomorrow never comes
I would play The Swan on my cello for the last time. I would tell my loved ones that I love them. It has been years since I do that.. I would go to see sunset at dusk.. I will definitely sleep early =D
Hope Romie will be fine..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, 5 July 2008 @7/05/2008 12:00:00 AM
I feel spiritless today. Maybe it's due to insomnia.. I was sleeping during the immunology lecture and on the bus this morning, Sooria saw me sleeping on the bus. =X
Everything seems so fast paced nowadays.. so the seniors were right.. They fast forwarded everything in year 2. Two of my friends said that Singapore pace of life is really too fast and they want to study overseas instead. But I don't have a choice.. My parent ain't that rich and I heard that people have a tough time paying the loan they used for university education. Got one smart ass go malaysia study malaysia-melbourne linked medicine course.. hahaha That Commando lor..
I started to stock take the instruments today.. -_- okie... I counted like 4 timpani.. 6 yang qin... and 8 yang qin case.. hmmm Great feat. LOL
Tml will be a long day.. after spring cleaning need to chiong wiki slides and celebrate my dad's birthday in advance. So.. Sakura sushi buffet I think..
I want a jack russell terrier.. I wanna play Fetch with him and talk to him about my problems and stuff even though he won't understand a thing but sense my feelings..
Alright, it's time to sleep.. gd nite..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, 2 July 2008 @7/02/2008 08:58:00 PM
You don't want anyone questioning your ability to do your job and if your capability is being challenged now, you might just retreat into your shell. It's not that you are timid; it's just that you don't want to waste time and energy defending yourself when you could be finishing your chores and then going off to play. Avoiding emotional drama for a day or two may be the easiest way to get through any current awkwardness.
By Rick LevineWednesday, July 2, 2008
This Aquarius horoscope really describe how I feel now.. I wanna play game.. but no time.. T_T
We all got back all our results.. There were mixed emotions when the papers were given out.
I feel that I still have a long way to go.. I have a dream to fulfill, which seems tough.
I have read about medical admission. They have to write a essay to promote themselves. My friends said that they are looking for people who can promote themselves and of high acadamic but what about EQ? One example is what I saw in a hospital in singapore. My friend had obviously fractured his bones but the doctor refused believe in us and she said she will have to wait for the X-rays results.Another disturbing sight is another doctor call out to a bangala. He was sitting in a wheelchair and the doctor said "Can walk? If can, then walk yourself"
I mean, what kind of attitude is that? In one of the Hippocrates Oath : To keep the good of the patient as the highest priority. Even with his knowledge, he actions seem to discriminate people..
It's late.. gotta sleep.. This are my thoughts..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
& PROFILE
Koon Kit
likes: New Age music, CS, Cycling, Cello, NPCO, EOM, Life Science.
still looking for the one in my life.
