Friday, 29 August 2008 @8/29/2008 10:12:00 PM
Wall-E was nice today =D especially when he wanted to hold Eve's hand but she turn her head and Wall-E started to draw circles on the ground XD like emoing.
My love for cello is reignited.. =D
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@8/29/2008 02:07:00 AM
Today I finally completed the stock taking.. To think of it.. it's pretty easy. I guess I just need some moral support.
Thx jian long and winnie for your help. =D
Thanks mum..Thx for not scolding me when I went swimming, but just talk to me nicely.
Wall-E! =)
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, 27 August 2008 @8/27/2008 01:27:00 AM
Why do I have to face this shit everyday? Everytime I come home and hear you saying Die and then there's nothing to worry about. You really make me feel that even if I die, no body will care. When I have problems, I have no one to share my problem with. NO ONE.. Everything I have to keep to myself, you'll never know if I have problems at school or even if I'm having a terrible headache. I know you always have high expectation of me and I know you want me to do well in life. That's why you're working so hard to save up money for my education. But when's the last time I sat down to have a proper dinner with you? I wanted to get the scholarship so that it would lessen the burden for you and to have a proper meal with my family.
Because I'm sick of outside food. People often tell me that eating in food court alone is weird.. but to me, it's perfectly normal. Or you could say I'm trained to do so.
Why in the hell that I can't swim during the 7th lunar month? I don't believe in this kind of stuff. I'm an Atheist and there's many reasons why.. I'm glad that ah ma understands me.. She's the one who allow me to eat beef even though she's a buddhist..
My horoscope is damn zhun these few days..
Something has been bugging you and it's not going to disappear until you tackle it head-on. The problem is that you may not know where your emotional discomfort is coming from. There may be unresolved issues about how you handle yourself in a power struggle that need your attention. Don't blame others for your current intensity. Take responsibility for your perspective and communicate it appropriately.
By Rick Levine Wednesday, August 27, 2008
The PP concert is set on around March.. that means I might not be able to participate in this year's PP if i'm going for oiap.. Well, having the PP in jan or feb is impossible since it takes at least 6 months to process a proposal.
It's 3.48am now.. I still like the time period around these time..when it seems so serene.
A person say that innocent children slowly grows up to person wearing a mask in the society. Well, I think it's part of the social requirement.. I think I'm wearing a mask now.. a mask of optimism. and very few could say they are not wearing any.
Like someone, my passion is dwindling fast too. Someone please help stop it before it's gone.
Today had a small talk with Shen Shen. I told him that I wanna join NTU CO next time if possible but he said in uni, many ppl are making the effort to do well for maybe their last exam. That really makes me think since I join co from secondary sch till now.. Do I want to continue in uni? Or find a teacher outside to learn.. It really changes a lot..
My dream is somewhat similar to Longwood Symphony Orchestra.. Maybe I think too far ahead of life..
Alright, it's 4.29am now. gotta sleep..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, 24 August 2008 @8/24/2008 01:44:00 AM
Today few of my classmates went out to celebrate Samantha's Birthday, hahaha, Sam was Scamed.. XD
And Terence and KD was wearing couple shirt by chance today! XD
We ate at Seoul Garden and I eat until damn full and can hardly walk.. Jia lat man, today protein overload =D but it's really nice.
Argh.. damn, I bought $40 but in the end I have to top up ez-link card if not cannot take mrt.. argh... no $ to play arcade and it is consider quite cheap already because other places charge latest game like 4 token per game
After that went to have co at an xi hui guan. jia lat man.. cello skills degrade liao..
4 aim of holiday
Work
cello and CO
Exercise
Memorise 20 amino Acid structure? hahaha
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, 23 August 2008 @8/23/2008 01:22:00 AM
So it's the end of exam and the start of holiday..
today first look at the mmb paper and I was laughing away already. All the bacteria I spotted came out, well, maybe it's the hint drop by Dr Zaman, cuz she told us to look at past year paper. I read through both the recent past year paper and I found out that no bacteria were repeated each year.. So, logically today's microbes will be different and well it did.. I'm glad that my advice did help some people who were online the night before =)
7 weeks of holiday, I think it's high time to get things done. =)
Meanwhile these few day, enjoy =D
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, 21 August 2008 @8/21/2008 07:23:00 PM
=X today damn power.. i got what I call the Zombie cold and I keep sneezing during the paper.. lol.. I think I was damn noisy and gave a shock to some but nvm.. I think positively, I help people stay awake. XD I quickly finish the paper and leave the room.
Tml Last paper! Chiong ah! Damn, TaeKwonDo is damn irritating.. There isn't one knockout.. Lame shit.. all they do is just jump and jump around.. Hope tml final would be an exciting one. shit. tml got co meeting.. what the.. nvm.. can watch on youtube..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, 18 August 2008 @8/18/2008 08:33:00 PM
It hasssssssss been a few day since I blogged.. Exam stress..
hmm.. I actually have no idea what to write for this post.. Other than Olmypics or studies.. Michael Phelps won 8 gold <--- Poseidon liao lor.. I really hope he can do it one more time for London 2012.. if he does that.. that will be sick.. maybe 24 olympic medal in one lifetime.. XD
Having decided to go for the oiap.. I have to go work.. I'm not like the rich people where money is never ever a problem.. but I did thought like that when I was young.. demanding everything I want.. Power Ranger, Playstation 1 and 2.. But it's different now.. haha, although sometimes I still waste some money, like Terence said : $3 for a litre of FIJI water.. hey boy, you better save some money for the oiap trip. XD
Damn.. Olympics is really distracting.. Studying mmb now.. okay ba.. logging off.. Life should be getting more interesting I think, with E. coli... hmm Any names recommended for him? Dangy?
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, 14 August 2008 @8/14/2008 10:34:00 PM
It has been relatively quiet for me this week.. well, cuz it's the exam period.. All that accompany me is tv, laptop, notes and handphone.. well.. nvm.. My E. coli is coming tml.. XD I think that E. coli will give me the motivation to do well for microbio.. =D
I still remember for my first microbio pract, the sample we got was a tiny tiny rod-shaped bacteria and it stains red.. haha the first thing that comes to my mind is E. coli.. They are pretty friendly I think except some and i read from the web that friend E. coli let you be lactose-tolerance...
hmm.. Santhi! you can try drinking a vial of friendly E. coli XD
I found out that T4 bacteriphage kills bacteria E. coli.. I wonder if we are sick with E. coli.. can we drink T4 Virus and get cured? lol.. that's an interesting question..
Sian.. immuno exam tml.. back to study..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, 6 August 2008 @8/06/2008 05:05:00 PM
Just had mmb ct today.. it goes pretty well I think except the M protein part.. yesterday was mugging and watching tv at the same time.. Well.. I guess 70% tv, 30% lecture notes? XD
At the M protein part, I'm not sure whether it is fimbriae or pili.. then I wrote something above..
Audience
not applicable
50/50
Yes
Make a Call
Option unavailable
haha, but still lucky that I put fimbriae by guessing.
Thinking about the OIAP.. well, of course the ideal place is Australia, I have always wanted to go there since young.. The beach there looks really clean and clear, the Kangaroos, the Boomerang, the Koala bears.. But, money is an issue.. I don't want to add on the burden on my parents.
so I and Terence decide to try for regional country..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, 2 August 2008 @8/02/2008 09:41:00 PM
Today I went to meet her for lunch and pass her the birthday present. =)
However I heard two sad stories today.. from two different strangers.. one is a handicapped wheel-chair bound 80 years old auntie selling tissues paper and another auntie whom shared table with us when we were having lunch.
I pity that auntie selling tissues paper and gave her two dollars. I told her that I don't want any tissues because I got a lot of them in my bag... cuz my ah ma always put as many as possible.. =/
I can see that she's grateful for that. But to say the truth, i rather donate the money to her rather than those charities that do big shows on TV and money not going to the people intended..
She went on to tell me about her sad life, She was knocked down by a car and all her 5 children does not want her.. What was unacceptable is that one of the son tell her to jump down from the 9th storey.. wt* is that? <---censored =)
She raise them up since young and this is how they repay her.. some Singaporeans.. sighs..
Another auntie talked to me during lunch, She asked something like "She's the special girl?"
lol, then I just smile
She went on to say that her husband, after marriage and having a child, he has not bought her anything like even a birthday cake or something. She said she will be overjoyed even if her husband give her a candy. She said he just want to have a son and that's it.
I can see tears in her eyes as she speaks so I tried to look away and keep nods my head..
After she finished eating, she left silently.
Argh.. it's sad to hear their story, but I admired the tissues seller auntie's courage to live on..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
