Thursday, 29 January 2009 @1/29/2009 12:23:00 AM
I have stopped blogging for quite some time.. most probably I don't want people to know what am I thinking..I know something's missing in my life... I write all my thoughts on my handphone's notes.. I wish that she would know how I feel.. Dejected might be just the perfect word to describe my feelings now..haha, oh well, she doesn't read my blog I guess..
And so Valentine's day coming.. On Chinese New year eve, I went to collect red saga seeds for her.. =P I can't believe I went searching for it in Fort Canning park without knowing where the trees are.. I went around the whole park.. lol and then I ask the National Parks staff and they direct me to the trees. lol, I made a detour.. -_- but not bad, can exercise.. Finding the seeds was hard! It's so so so tiny..and I think the cleaners swept them away before I came.. I only managed to find very little at fort canning park and even disturb the flies nest at the stairs leading to Flutes at the Fort..Before that, I thought it was bees..
So I actually wanted to go to Ang mo kio west garden for look for some more because I found online which say there's 222 saga seed trees there.. but I remember saw online that St Andrew's Cathedral also have.. I try my luck and I found a lot.. and I spent my whole afternoon searching for it.. Oh well.. found 200 only.. and I found a heart shape Saga seed. ooo only 1 out of 200 of them.. And then I went into the Church to sit there silently for awhile.
My thoughts were "God, I know that She's in your good hands and may you bless her with happiness. I won't convert to Christian just for her because it's meaningless. But I thank you for giving courage and hope to people in the darkest hour of their life and the will to live on."The future lies in my hands.
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, 25 January 2009 @1/25/2009 12:25:00 AM
And so I returned to this blog, pouring out the feelings held inside me. Pour and Pour and Pour... lol
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, 22 January 2009 @1/22/2009 03:46:00 PM
It has been really a long time since I blogged.. Maybe there's really too little things to talk about.. CNY is coming. lol, but I started to eat the snacks even before CNY is here.. XD
Dam.. I have been slacking for too long already.. See la Terence... Chinese Chess... well, it's quite fun actually, lol, chinese chess also can cheat.. if you know how to.. =D
Lifes Intertwined..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, 3 January 2009 @1/03/2009 06:29:00 AM
It has been two weeks since I post.. Maybe it's the project, maybe it's the game, or maybe it's the last holiday and I want to make full use of it to enjoy the time left.. but it's kind of disappointing to see the project been neglected a bit.. I think it'll be fine.. Relax relax..
To Terence: I know you're a strong guy and I know you'll be fine.. =)
To her: Nearly half a year have passed and It's just another 6 more year.. I'll wait..
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
